tenaciousBLADE
09-22-2007, 11:24 PM
Originally labled: "A months’ worth of hit reports - [SOE, TE, NPA, PI, C7, AE, APC, WAGG]"
Very important notice:
These hit reports were suposed to be a months'
worth. I don't even remember if I ever finished writing all the hits I had that month... I think
not.
Anyhow since then I've had many more hits which I never reported and probably never
will. I even had much better hits than those listed here, believe it or not. But I'm not a beginner anymore and
I'm not as enthusiastic about it as I was back then. Well... that's not entierly correct - I'm even more
enthusiastic about it in terms of action... living it and making those hits happen (currently with a g/f... not with
any random chicks), but I'm not as enthusiastic about the reports.
Maybe in
the future I'll find the strength, time & patience to report new hits. If for nothing else, then for the sake of
later editing them into honest, real-life sex stories that may make my wonderful g/f horny and turn her on & wild ;)
:twisted:
So... untill then, I hope you enjoy these very much :D
If anyone finds
any of the lenguage here inappropriate or insulting in any way... Let me know right here and I'll go through the
whole report and change it to a more politicaly correct version. I have no problems with that & I wouldn't want to
insult anyone. I should be the one to take such a responsibility in case it is needed :p
(The Old) Intro:
Well boys, I’ve been away from the forums for quite a while.
I’ve even left the threads - I myself started - stranded. I’m probably not gonna be visiting the forums too
frequently in the near future either. However, there’s some good news too. One of the reasons why I haven’t been
here for a while, besides laziness & the fact that I have somewhat of a life lol… is that I’ve been on the field –
experimenting! :thumbsup:
Admitably, I’ve had things to report for a long while now; and yet, I find that taking
the time to report is much more difficult than I previously thought. Now I understand why the number of questions
here is by far larger than the number of reports :o
But fellas`, I intent on hereby compensating for that laziness,
by presenting to you a months’ worth of hit reports, including as detailed as possible formulas, hit descriptions, &
conclusion-processing.
Now beware, this is gonna be a very long post ;)
Anyhow, I’m going to
try and make this as organized as possible, by giving titles which should make it easy for you to read this report.
Furthermore, I’ll try to write it so that if you skip a few parts (ex. If you’re not interested to read about a
certain product\mix, & that part talks about that specific product\mix) – you won’t feel lost in my words &
conclusions.
One last thing before we start reviewing my experiences…
This report is not gonna spare any
details, so I hereby declare that I mean no insult to anybody, and apologize if the content of the report might
sound inelegant, or seem too dirty for your taste of reading :LOL:
Feel free to reply :) Your input is very
welcome.
Also, if you wanna know my age, how I look, and such details, you’d have to refer to my
Introduction Thread (http://www.pherolibrary.com/forum/showthread.php?t=16925), `coz writing all that info
again, would make this report twice as long:lol:. Thanks.
Don't worry though.. that thread is interesting
as well :thumbsup:
The personal "research" of my natural
signature:
Before receiving my huge pack of ‘mones, I wandered the streets seeking to
assimilate info, about what kinds of reactions I get with my natural signature. The results seemed both good &
ok-minus; in that that I got lots of looks & lip-bites wandering through the streets – which seemed great in the
normal sense, but back then I thought "this’s gonna make it harder for me to recognize what’s the effect of the
‘mones". Still, I wasn’t complaining. It’s a good advantage I have, and I wasn’t about to let karma take it away
just because I dare complain about it ;) (i.e. being good looking, having a great clothing-style, a great
walking-style & so on & so forth).
Later on, I realized how much things like the mood I’m in, the hours at which
I sleep, the food I eat, the amount of time I spend under the shiny sun, & such, affect my testosterone levels in
particular and the reactions of the opposite gender in general. So I know now that even my natural signature is due
to constant change in some level or another; and I consider that every day I can. I eat better, I put more effort
into my Aikido workouts, and I try to stay awake during the days vs. during the nights. I consider the ‘mone
experiences to be a great part of the incentive for this personal improvement; but that’s another story (I might get
to it later on – or not – we’ll see).
Anyhow, the reactions I got where no DIHLs. They were simple looks.
Sometimes just looking at me, and some other times checking me out & going on to their ways. Once in a long while I
may have gotten a look that stays with me even when I’ve passed the girl, or looks at me again a short while after
I’ve passed her by. Girls that walked the same direction I did, didn’t usually seem to give a damn or look towards
me – and I am good looking (ass included). When I was standing still, I tended to get more looks; not many
more, but some. Especially if she was also standing close by. I even got some of those delicious lower-lip bites :p
I like those ones. But now, after using the ‘mones, I know how much more I can get :twisted:
Besides, I’ve just
bought new clothes, they looked good on me, and I felt great about my looks, so it radiated.
Anyhow, that was a
good week… without ‘mones. I got no numbers though, nor even a simple "Hello my name is Rachel. What’s yours’?". Up
until the day I got the ‘mones, that is.
Moving on…
To the post office! to get my
‘mones (hit number -1):
So the ‘mones arrived. It took some time… the post service here
is… well… it works like shit :rasp: But, the package has finally arrived… I had to make too many phone calls just to
be notified that it has arrived; and ask to know where it was. Although they could have sent it to my home by the
next morning, I just couldn’t wait:rofl: such a new toy (ahem… tool. Yes I meant tool lol) is not something to be
waiting for hehe.
So I went out to get it. I was all dressed up (I always am… even at home. It simply makes me
feel better), and I decided to go buy my little sister a present. I had set lunch with her, my dad, and his wife for
the next day, so I thought why not buy her a present on the way (I don’t get to see her that much). On the way to
the post office, I stopped at the nearest canyon. I bought her the present, and went to a juice stand to have
something refreshing to drink :)
At the juice stand, there were two vendors, a guy & a girl. I said hello, and
the dude gave me a sampler shake. "Ooh that’s nice! Ok, I’ll drink it… hmmm good taste, but I want something else…
what does this one have in it? Oh pineapple! I like pineapple. Orange? Yeah… interesting mix. Oh shit!! This
is freezing my brains out!"
Now I noticed the girl is starting to answer my questions… the nice dude was busy
washing the mixer or something. And as soon as I said it was freezing my brainz, which I said with a smile… (the
humble kind, yet funny one), while I was holding the place on my nose where the sunglasses rest (ya` know… like in
"Friends"… "BRAIN FREEEEEEZE!!!"… right? :) ), she burst into laughter (it was kinda` silent, but loud enough for me
to notice it).
"Shit… you got something refreshing that ain’t that cold? Hehe" And she’s like: lol
"maybe you’d prefer a simple orange juice?" "yeah.. that sounds great"
She moves to the other
side of the counter, and I follow her. I make a laugh with her about her having an easy time with the other dude
doing all the heavy work for her & stuff, and she makes me the juice. I drink the whole juice right there… showing
that I’m thirsty & if your as philosophical as I am (almost up to bullshiting lol), you might even say the way I
drank represented that I feel confident enough to swallow life itself lol… or whatever.
While she was making me
the juice, I asked her two things I can remember: if she knows where the post office I’m looking for is… and what’s
her name. People… for those of you who let this pass under your rug… ALWAYS ask for her name! Later on… way
later… she told me that she only hit on me (oh yeah, we’re getting there :)), because I asked for her name ;) Let’s
call her Gds, for no apparent reason lol.
So I finished drinking my juice, and in one smooth move, said goodbye
to the dude, and smoothly moved my look into her eyes, gave her a quick wink, and kept on moving to the post office.
I didn’t say goodbye to her, didn’t wave, didn’t look back. No! I just winked & went (heahea! SssMoOth!!).
After getting my ‘mones, as happy as I was about having them, I didn’t yet open the package, and I was thirsty
again, `coz finding the post office was a reeeeal drag. So where else would I go, if not to drink some more of that
great refreshing juice? :wub:
Granted, this was not planed ahead, but it might as well have been. I went to the
same stand, and said "Now, I want the bigger juice!" with a proud smile on my face, just as the smile of a 5 year
old when he makes a joke he knows is gonna make everyone laugh… but with the spice of the smile of a 25 year
old, right after getting laid all night long. And yeah, it caught her attention; as it was her again, not
him, that rushed to the rescue and grabbed some fresh oranges right away.
She asked me if I found it and tried
to make some small talk. I went along, but not rushing too much into the talk. Leaving things open… while my body
language is excusing it by acting as if this juice is gonna save my life, and I’m so dry that every word I say
before drinking is a virtue & is coming out of grace;).
Again I drank the whole HUUUUGE glass of juice in about
one sip :drunk:
Just before I took that humongous sip, I said "Thanks Gds., you made my day."
As you can see, the
double meaning here is simple and made her feel good either way. If she was to understand she made my day by giving
me a refreshing juice, or simply by giving me the pleasure of meeting her, is not relevant. What IS relevant is the
fact that I made a point of showing her I remember her name, without having to say "I remember your name", or making
it too obvious in any other way. You see, in her eyes, I wasn’t exactly making a point of it, but I did
remember her name :thumbsup:
And now to the real reason I call this a hit. I finished my humongous sip, and was
about to go away… I didn’t for a minute think of taking her number. Why? Not because I was too cocky, or because I
specifically didn’t want it… but because I was having such a great day, that all those smiles and small talk, were
simply enough for me. And I was thinking "If she wants me, she’ll do something. And if not, then I’m off to my home
to check out the new tool\toy I got".
So as I was saying, I was about to go away when she said (now get this…
it’s a juice stand in the middle of a mall right? And she says) "So do you come here often?" :LOL: a small single
giggle actually slipped out of my mouth.. when I think about it, I simply lmao… "No, actually, I come here
very rarely. [pause] Why? Would you like to see more of me?". She blushed a bit, smiled, and nodded
positively. "You’re welcome to take my number then…" She said ok… in a very shy way; and blushed just a little more.
I waited a bit while she was washing the mixer & then she said I better take hers `coz her phone is in the
storeroom, and she can’t go away from the counter `on the clock`. I said ok, took her number, and went on my way.
I now realize that the mental state of the moment greatly affects the ‘mone signature. Not as greatly as the
‘mones we add maybe, but greatly. I was very happy that day, and I even got another
checking-me-out look on the buss station.
Anyhow, I call this the hit number -1, because it was with no ‘mones
on (i.e. I had only my natural "very happy & healthy" pheromone signature on).
Next…
SOE as a helper in relationships with 5 year olds:
I once asked on
the forums, if anyone thinks ‘nol products are likable on very young children. As I mentioned on the section above,
The day after getting my ‘mones, I had lunch with my dad, his wife, and my 5 year old sister. I had some problems,
previously, with understanding what my sister thinks about me, and feeling good with our relationship. For details,
you’re welcome to read my post on a thread called
"'None is a nighmare for children" (http://pherolibrary.com/forum/showthread.php?t=16307).
So I
decided to try SOE as a standalone, and check if it helps getting my little sister more friendly towards me. She’s
usually very (too) talkative, and always tries to be the center of attention no matter what. Anyhow, I was also
arriving with 2 big presents… so she kinda` has no choice but be happy to see me ;)
I have no details about the
exact amount of SOE I put on. It was like:
1 inch stripe distributed between the two wrists,
1 inch stripe on the
left side of my neck & another
1 inch stripe on the right side of the neck…
I think :think:
Anyway, it
did work. Not only was my sister more gentle & friendly with me, but my father & his wife were too. And also,
I felt that rush I’ve mentioned somewhere in the forums. SOE is a great product – it’s been one of the 2 most
effective ones I’ve used; alone AND in a mix (we’ll get to that later on).
SOE effect
on ones-self:
Well I don’t know if this is the way it affects everybody, but to me, SOE
gave a rush when I first put it on. You don’t have to use much to see some effect on your behavior and even on the
environment. It made me feel a bit more... hmm… happy. Like a small high. Not much of a high. Not like a drug or
anything like that… but more like a smiling feeling. I find that it’s easier to… hmm… feel free to talk & smile to
people. Whether they’re friends or total strangers. Moreover, it usually gives the same effect on those people that
I’m talking with.
The day I got the ‘mones, I put on a very small stripe of SOE under my nose or somewhere on my
face – I don’t remember exactly, then I called a female friend of mine (yes, friend in bed as well ;)). The talk
went SO smoothly. Not only I instantly felt that rush, but I also laughed more easily, and made her laugh like ten
times more than she usually would. It was fun. And all that – when it only affected ME (as she was not smelling the
SOE via the phone, I presume). Oh btw… this was the day before I went to lunch with my sister. After I got home from
"hit number -1". Let’s call the female friend on the phone D.
‘Mone elimination
(Prevent Build-up):
I haven’t had a build-up experience this whole month. I assume that if
I would’ve, I’d notice it. At least that’s what everybody’s saying here in the forums. I admit, I tried not to put
much ‘none on; but it’s not like I’ve always used the minimalist manifesto.
do[/B] strongly advise
The Minimalist Manifesto (http://pherolibrary.com/forum/showthread.php?t=2260&highlight=manifesto) to
everyone though :thumbsup:]
Further on you’ll see that I’ve sometimes used many products at once. And even had
to stop and think, to be able to notice that I should also try them as standalones, even if just to be able to
recognize each product’s specific effects.
So no… I think the real reason I haven’t had build-ups, is
because I’ve been using a sanitizer. It’s a product called "Hand Sanitizer" by "Purell". I don’t always use it, and
still I don’t have build-ups. Maybe it’s because I’m 22 years young (:think:?). Anyhow, each
time I had doubts about whether or not it’s gonna build-up, I used the sanitizer on the applied spots.
I took
the idea from a great thread:
PI is the Daddy of
smooth312 (http://www.pherolibrary.com/forum/showthread.php?t=16642&highlight=pheromone+product). You have to search through the thread to read his tips about it, but they’re worth it.
In a
nutshell: he says before he showers, he puts on some sanitizer, lets it dry, and only then gets into the shower.
I usually don’t even shower after using the sanitizer. I take a mini-sanitizer-bottle everywhere. And I don’t
always use it. Only if I think I might have to much ‘none on, or if I’m about to change the products I have on… so
of course I don’t wanna add over what I have on… so I eliminate it with the sanitizer. It works people!
:thumbsup:
If I do use it before a shower though, I let it dry before I get in the shower :)
New
edit:
You can use a sanitizer. Click
this link (http://www.pfizerch.com/brand.aspx?id=310) to see an example of a hand sanitizer I use myself.
Or click this
link (http://www.pfizerch.com/commercial.html?id=310&brand=Purell%26reg%3B&ISCI=PFPU%206323) to see a video commercial of it.
You distribute it on the skin, smear it a little, and let it dry for
like 3 minutes. That's all you need to do. It[I] usually clears the OD for me (but with every person it might
be a bit different). I do it before I shower sometimes... it get's better results. But if you use it before the
shower, wait 5 minutes between the application of the sanitizer and getting into the shower; that way it'll dry off
and get even better results :D
"What does that smell like to you?" – Good
times with D. [SOE+C7]:
So I got my ‘mones on Thursday, I got a number from Gds. (I’ve
already explained this, and we’ll get back to her later on), the next day I went to lunch with my little sister &
used SOE… which worked out well. And then, the same day (we’re in Friday by now) after I got home, I met with D.
D. and I have a sexual history that started months before my ‘mone order. She’s deeply shy, but very smart. She
has not much of a sex-appeal in the first impression. But she learns quick. In other words, all she lacks is
experience. Look-wise, she’s a 7.5… well maybe 8, as she has truly beautiful breasts:cheers: So
I wasn’t sure at first, how I’m gonna know if it’s the ‘mones or not that turn her on.
Well, as soon as I was
sure she’s gonna come for the night, I added just a little bit of SOE. Including what I already had on, it would be
about:
2 inch stripes distributed between the wrists,
1 inch stripe on the right side of my neck,
1 inch stripe
on the left side of my neck,
About 0.5 inch stripe behind right ear,
About 0.5 inch stripe behind left ear, and
1 inch stripe on my p.hair (yup…)
Then I also put some C7 (Chikara):
2 midium sprays distributed on my chest,
1 midum spray on p.hair.
And I might have also put 1 small spray on my long hair (this time the head hair).
All that covered with Armani Black Code (After-shave balm).
Note: These amounts up until now have been
recollections of memory. I’ve written down the exact amounts of many of the times I put ‘mones on; when it’ll be
exact, I’ll mention the words "exact amounts" :D
Well, she came and she started kissing me almost right
away. Nothing out of the ordinary there. That’s what usually goes on in our relationship… sometimes we sit and talk,
sometimes we watch a movie or something, and sometimes we just start kissing and go on and on through the night
:hammer:
So we kissed, she had passion in her, things moved on, we moved onto the bed, and then after a while, we
start kinda`… like… talking while still doing some sexual stuff.
And then, while holding my c*ck with her hand,
and having her head very close to it, she says: "You have a very good smell around here" cool… I think to myself…
now I get to know what the ‘mones are doing.
She’s 20 or 21 years old by the way. SOE works great with the
young… I know that much by now. C7 seems to be good as well with the young, but doesn’t have as stable
results as SOE. With SOE, it always happens. With C7… when it happens it's very sexual, but sometimes it
doesn’t happen. Note that I haven’t yet used C7 as a standalone, and it never gave me bad results… if it wasn’t good
results, it was no results at all. And that might have been due to other products I used with it… more experimenting
is necessary for a conclusion to be drawn.
Anyhow back to the subject. "How does it smell to you, D.?" "To be
honest," she replied, "This smell makes me wanna suck your c*ck." She said that with open eyes, looking right at me.
Now, I’m the first guy she ever went down on. And yes, she did this before the ‘mones too; and she enjoyed it. But
using a word like "suck" is (well, was… before the ‘mones) unusual for her. She usually says "go down". Yeah, I get
that in the U.S. that doesn’t sound different at all. But here, when you say go-down, it’s like… more polite… more…
out-of-the-bed slang. It’s not like it’s totally polite… it’s not something you’d say to an old lady on the
street:p, but when you say "suck"… it’s like… dirty! That’s the word… :LOL:
So you see… the ‘mones were
effective enough for her to feel a need to connect the scent with her will to be dirty in bed. And here I started
having faith :run:
That night was wild. She screamed like she was getting (pretend)raped and likeing it. She
really opened up. Now I’m not saying she’d be like that if it was our first date… not even with the ‘mones. But
considering the wildness of this night vs. our mildly-wild sex before… well… the ‘mones did something!
In
fact, that night was so wild, I had nothing left for the next night… which was a bummer… so let’s get to
that LMAO…
Happy B-day Lor.! [TE, WAGG, C7]:
The
next day (Saturday), was the Birth-Day party of an old female friend. Out of 10 – she’s a 13!!!
We’ve slept
before.. long ago… years ago. Back then, she gave me the happiest smile in the world when she saw my c*ck, and she
told me she never saw a more beautiful person as he cums. BIIIIG compliment coming from her! :D:thumbsup::D Back
then we were both great friends, and f*ck buddies.
Since then… once, when I had an open relationship, she told
me I’m such a good lover, that she’d sleep with me even if she had a boy friend. We almost slept that night too… it
was more than a year without sleeping with each other, and we both wanted to. We were at the sea, and we fooled
around a bit, but then we each went to his own home. She told me "I too would like to come home with you and f*ck
your brains out all night long.. but I’ve got work tomorrow, it’s already very late, and this is a day I can’t
miss".
The time has passed - we haven’t f*cked for years. And this was a girl that had to tell me not to fall in
love with her long ago, when we knew each other for like a week. F*cking her stayed a fantasy I used many times on
my own (if you know what I mean lol:run: ). Even after we f*cked several times – it stayed something I
fantasized about doing again & again. She’s… to put it simply… HOT!!!
Next time I met her it was in a big crowd
and the next (after she’s been traveling in a few places around the world), she already had a boyfriend.
I’m not
the type of guy who can take advantage of the preposition she once gave me. I stayed a friend.
So… after this
LOooooooNG history lesson, let’s get back to that Saturday, shall we? … It was her B-day party, & she was gonna be
the only person I know there. So I brought along my best friend, and a calculated load of ‘mones on me.
Here are
the exact amounts:
TE {Essential Edge}: 4.5 dabs total=>
1 behind the right ear & down the right half of my jaw
line,
1 behind the left ear & down the left half of my jaw line,
1 distributed between the two outer sides of my
shoulders,
1 on my chest,
1 small dab on my p.hair (u-huh… :twisted:).
WAGG: 3 dabs total=>
1 on my chest
(covering the TE),
1 distributed between the wrists,
1 distributed behind my ears( again – covering).
C7:
1 spray distributed on neck & jaw line (covering) +
1 very small spray on p.hair (hey… it works :angel:
:twisted: ).
All of those spots, covered with Armani Black Code.
In addition, I added…
NPA:
1 very small
dab (taken with the original NPA dropper on) on the pants (above the zipper.. ya` know… so she’ll just
HAVE TO look… which she did.. a lot:cheers: ), covered with 1 spray of Dolce & Gabanna.
This was what
happened…
My friend & I arrived there only to find out we’re the first ones there. So when she arrived (with a
bunch of friends), we were saving the sits. Lor. gave us each a hug, and set right beside me (on the ledge of the
couch I was sitting on). Not much time passed before she swiftly moved from "beside me" to straight right "on me"
heehee. Felt very nice, especially as she kept rubbin` her behind on my aspects lol. She was always somewhat direct
with her looks & smiles, but this… this was definitely the effect of the `mones.
We all drank some beers,
and chatted for a while. Nobody seemed especially chatty with me. Not Lor., not her friends (which did talk to me…
just not that much), not even my own best friend. Yet I kept on getting looks from her female friends, and also from
many other chicks around the place; so I felt pretty confident most of the time.
At first I didn’t think that
this mix was that good, `coz the only thing worthy of my attention (that I could attribute to the `mones) was the
constant looks I got from every other chick (including Lor.). Now those looks were indeed flattering, but
once in a while, in crowded places like that one, I do get these "good days".
However, as we got closer to the
end of the evening, I started noticing Lor. & her friend were whispering to each other while taking the "occasional"
glimpse at my direction. And so it happens that the next time I set next to her, Lor. asked me if I wanted to spend
the night with her. Now, she whispered it… with a very drunk & satisfyingly-hinting voice.
Can you guess my
reply? Rofl
So I went on to her house with her & some friends. She kept me waiting for like 40 minutes or more
in her room, while she was chatting with her friends in the living room. Of course I was welcome to join them… but I
didn’t really feel like that type of evening.
I forgot to mention I brought a present for her B-day. A very
invested present, which she acted wonderfully cheerful about getting; even though she only opened it the following
morning (still… I was there to see it happen:lol: ).
When she came to bed, she was so tiered I didn’t even think
of hitting on her or making out. Before going to the living room she gave me a sexy kiss, and frankly, after years
of wanting her, that kiss was enough to make me wait a few hours. So I tucked her in, and we fell asleep.
After
a few hours I kinda` woke up. You know those zombie situations where you’re awake enough to notice you’re horny, but
not awake enough to notice you’re awake? Lol… well, one of those. Without even noticing I started to caress her over
the clothes. After a while I was already touching her skin... under the clothes. Then on her chest, then
rubbing her chest gently. From move to move she only became hornier; I could tell by the way she lightly moaned and
moved more & more towards me.
At one point, she simply took her pants off and started rubbing her ass on me.
It’s not that I wasn’t expecting it, as all these years, even when she had a boyfriend, she kept giving me these
teasing looks like "You know I want you & that’s the way I like it". So although I was at this point
attributing some credit to the `mones, I wasn’t yet sure how much.
We got to the point where we where
both naked under the sheets. It felt absolutely great. She is Inter-Galacticly HOT… AND soft :p
I went down on her
& she actually asked me – her face all blushy – to do it again. But the point where I knew it really was the `mones,
was when she held me close, put her mouth next to my ear, and whispered in a begging voice "I want you to f*ck
me!". Honest. I’ve been told such things before… with some wild women; but it was definitely unusual for
her. And there was this vibe when she said it… grrr… this is the stuff fantasies are made of
:cheers:
Unfortunately, I was exhausted from the day before, and didn’t perform as well as I’d like to have done
:(
There were more signs to the effects of the `mones that night, but it was so long ago, and I had more
significant reactions from other mixtures.
A tiny epilogue:
New edit:
After all these hits I also had an actual 2-men on 1-girl orgy (honest:angel: ) with that girl I
mentioned before... Gds. And we went on to having a sexual relationship... that male-friend of mine even came
visiting a few times when she was at my place and we both actually got some action from her:cheers: :drunk:
The BEST thing of it all:
I had many more hits since then.
However with time,
and with all this experience - I've changed quite a bit (for the better).
And I can honestly say the best hits
I ever got were and still happen with my current g/f. She has no idea I'm writing this, but I truly feel lucky to
have such an edge with her. She's horny around me 99% of the time (though she claims it to be a 100%)... (SOE & TE
help there a lot), she's caring and affectionant (SOE & A1 help with that), and she has honest feelings for me
(that's all me & her... the `mones are just an edge-supplier)... Aaand... she's not afraid to show it (that
I can attribute to the A1 at times :D).
My blushy little thing...
Although you'll never read this: I wish
you'll stay untill the day I die. I wish I'll still feel so at the day I die. I am so happy we have this
relationship. And I'm so happy I make you feel the way you feel towards me :lovestruc :D:wub:
Very important notice:
These hit reports were suposed to be a months'
worth. I don't even remember if I ever finished writing all the hits I had that month... I think
not.
Anyhow since then I've had many more hits which I never reported and probably never
will. I even had much better hits than those listed here, believe it or not. But I'm not a beginner anymore and
I'm not as enthusiastic about it as I was back then. Well... that's not entierly correct - I'm even more
enthusiastic about it in terms of action... living it and making those hits happen (currently with a g/f... not with
any random chicks), but I'm not as enthusiastic about the reports.
Maybe in
the future I'll find the strength, time & patience to report new hits. If for nothing else, then for the sake of
later editing them into honest, real-life sex stories that may make my wonderful g/f horny and turn her on & wild ;)
:twisted:
So... untill then, I hope you enjoy these very much :D
If anyone finds
any of the lenguage here inappropriate or insulting in any way... Let me know right here and I'll go through the
whole report and change it to a more politicaly correct version. I have no problems with that & I wouldn't want to
insult anyone. I should be the one to take such a responsibility in case it is needed :p
(The Old) Intro:
Well boys, I’ve been away from the forums for quite a while.
I’ve even left the threads - I myself started - stranded. I’m probably not gonna be visiting the forums too
frequently in the near future either. However, there’s some good news too. One of the reasons why I haven’t been
here for a while, besides laziness & the fact that I have somewhat of a life lol… is that I’ve been on the field –
experimenting! :thumbsup:
Admitably, I’ve had things to report for a long while now; and yet, I find that taking
the time to report is much more difficult than I previously thought. Now I understand why the number of questions
here is by far larger than the number of reports :o
But fellas`, I intent on hereby compensating for that laziness,
by presenting to you a months’ worth of hit reports, including as detailed as possible formulas, hit descriptions, &
conclusion-processing.
Now beware, this is gonna be a very long post ;)
Anyhow, I’m going to
try and make this as organized as possible, by giving titles which should make it easy for you to read this report.
Furthermore, I’ll try to write it so that if you skip a few parts (ex. If you’re not interested to read about a
certain product\mix, & that part talks about that specific product\mix) – you won’t feel lost in my words &
conclusions.
One last thing before we start reviewing my experiences…
This report is not gonna spare any
details, so I hereby declare that I mean no insult to anybody, and apologize if the content of the report might
sound inelegant, or seem too dirty for your taste of reading :LOL:
Feel free to reply :) Your input is very
welcome.
Also, if you wanna know my age, how I look, and such details, you’d have to refer to my
Introduction Thread (http://www.pherolibrary.com/forum/showthread.php?t=16925), `coz writing all that info
again, would make this report twice as long:lol:. Thanks.
Don't worry though.. that thread is interesting
as well :thumbsup:
The personal "research" of my natural
signature:
Before receiving my huge pack of ‘mones, I wandered the streets seeking to
assimilate info, about what kinds of reactions I get with my natural signature. The results seemed both good &
ok-minus; in that that I got lots of looks & lip-bites wandering through the streets – which seemed great in the
normal sense, but back then I thought "this’s gonna make it harder for me to recognize what’s the effect of the
‘mones". Still, I wasn’t complaining. It’s a good advantage I have, and I wasn’t about to let karma take it away
just because I dare complain about it ;) (i.e. being good looking, having a great clothing-style, a great
walking-style & so on & so forth).
Later on, I realized how much things like the mood I’m in, the hours at which
I sleep, the food I eat, the amount of time I spend under the shiny sun, & such, affect my testosterone levels in
particular and the reactions of the opposite gender in general. So I know now that even my natural signature is due
to constant change in some level or another; and I consider that every day I can. I eat better, I put more effort
into my Aikido workouts, and I try to stay awake during the days vs. during the nights. I consider the ‘mone
experiences to be a great part of the incentive for this personal improvement; but that’s another story (I might get
to it later on – or not – we’ll see).
Anyhow, the reactions I got where no DIHLs. They were simple looks.
Sometimes just looking at me, and some other times checking me out & going on to their ways. Once in a long while I
may have gotten a look that stays with me even when I’ve passed the girl, or looks at me again a short while after
I’ve passed her by. Girls that walked the same direction I did, didn’t usually seem to give a damn or look towards
me – and I am good looking (ass included). When I was standing still, I tended to get more looks; not many
more, but some. Especially if she was also standing close by. I even got some of those delicious lower-lip bites :p
I like those ones. But now, after using the ‘mones, I know how much more I can get :twisted:
Besides, I’ve just
bought new clothes, they looked good on me, and I felt great about my looks, so it radiated.
Anyhow, that was a
good week… without ‘mones. I got no numbers though, nor even a simple "Hello my name is Rachel. What’s yours’?". Up
until the day I got the ‘mones, that is.
Moving on…
To the post office! to get my
‘mones (hit number -1):
So the ‘mones arrived. It took some time… the post service here
is… well… it works like shit :rasp: But, the package has finally arrived… I had to make too many phone calls just to
be notified that it has arrived; and ask to know where it was. Although they could have sent it to my home by the
next morning, I just couldn’t wait:rofl: such a new toy (ahem… tool. Yes I meant tool lol) is not something to be
waiting for hehe.
So I went out to get it. I was all dressed up (I always am… even at home. It simply makes me
feel better), and I decided to go buy my little sister a present. I had set lunch with her, my dad, and his wife for
the next day, so I thought why not buy her a present on the way (I don’t get to see her that much). On the way to
the post office, I stopped at the nearest canyon. I bought her the present, and went to a juice stand to have
something refreshing to drink :)
At the juice stand, there were two vendors, a guy & a girl. I said hello, and
the dude gave me a sampler shake. "Ooh that’s nice! Ok, I’ll drink it… hmmm good taste, but I want something else…
what does this one have in it? Oh pineapple! I like pineapple. Orange? Yeah… interesting mix. Oh shit!! This
is freezing my brains out!"
Now I noticed the girl is starting to answer my questions… the nice dude was busy
washing the mixer or something. And as soon as I said it was freezing my brainz, which I said with a smile… (the
humble kind, yet funny one), while I was holding the place on my nose where the sunglasses rest (ya` know… like in
"Friends"… "BRAIN FREEEEEEZE!!!"… right? :) ), she burst into laughter (it was kinda` silent, but loud enough for me
to notice it).
"Shit… you got something refreshing that ain’t that cold? Hehe" And she’s like: lol
"maybe you’d prefer a simple orange juice?" "yeah.. that sounds great"
She moves to the other
side of the counter, and I follow her. I make a laugh with her about her having an easy time with the other dude
doing all the heavy work for her & stuff, and she makes me the juice. I drink the whole juice right there… showing
that I’m thirsty & if your as philosophical as I am (almost up to bullshiting lol), you might even say the way I
drank represented that I feel confident enough to swallow life itself lol… or whatever.
While she was making me
the juice, I asked her two things I can remember: if she knows where the post office I’m looking for is… and what’s
her name. People… for those of you who let this pass under your rug… ALWAYS ask for her name! Later on… way
later… she told me that she only hit on me (oh yeah, we’re getting there :)), because I asked for her name ;) Let’s
call her Gds, for no apparent reason lol.
So I finished drinking my juice, and in one smooth move, said goodbye
to the dude, and smoothly moved my look into her eyes, gave her a quick wink, and kept on moving to the post office.
I didn’t say goodbye to her, didn’t wave, didn’t look back. No! I just winked & went (heahea! SssMoOth!!).
After getting my ‘mones, as happy as I was about having them, I didn’t yet open the package, and I was thirsty
again, `coz finding the post office was a reeeeal drag. So where else would I go, if not to drink some more of that
great refreshing juice? :wub:
Granted, this was not planed ahead, but it might as well have been. I went to the
same stand, and said "Now, I want the bigger juice!" with a proud smile on my face, just as the smile of a 5 year
old when he makes a joke he knows is gonna make everyone laugh… but with the spice of the smile of a 25 year
old, right after getting laid all night long. And yeah, it caught her attention; as it was her again, not
him, that rushed to the rescue and grabbed some fresh oranges right away.
She asked me if I found it and tried
to make some small talk. I went along, but not rushing too much into the talk. Leaving things open… while my body
language is excusing it by acting as if this juice is gonna save my life, and I’m so dry that every word I say
before drinking is a virtue & is coming out of grace;).
Again I drank the whole HUUUUGE glass of juice in about
one sip :drunk:
Just before I took that humongous sip, I said "Thanks Gds., you made my day."
As you can see, the
double meaning here is simple and made her feel good either way. If she was to understand she made my day by giving
me a refreshing juice, or simply by giving me the pleasure of meeting her, is not relevant. What IS relevant is the
fact that I made a point of showing her I remember her name, without having to say "I remember your name", or making
it too obvious in any other way. You see, in her eyes, I wasn’t exactly making a point of it, but I did
remember her name :thumbsup:
And now to the real reason I call this a hit. I finished my humongous sip, and was
about to go away… I didn’t for a minute think of taking her number. Why? Not because I was too cocky, or because I
specifically didn’t want it… but because I was having such a great day, that all those smiles and small talk, were
simply enough for me. And I was thinking "If she wants me, she’ll do something. And if not, then I’m off to my home
to check out the new tool\toy I got".
So as I was saying, I was about to go away when she said (now get this…
it’s a juice stand in the middle of a mall right? And she says) "So do you come here often?" :LOL: a small single
giggle actually slipped out of my mouth.. when I think about it, I simply lmao… "No, actually, I come here
very rarely. [pause] Why? Would you like to see more of me?". She blushed a bit, smiled, and nodded
positively. "You’re welcome to take my number then…" She said ok… in a very shy way; and blushed just a little more.
I waited a bit while she was washing the mixer & then she said I better take hers `coz her phone is in the
storeroom, and she can’t go away from the counter `on the clock`. I said ok, took her number, and went on my way.
I now realize that the mental state of the moment greatly affects the ‘mone signature. Not as greatly as the
‘mones we add maybe, but greatly. I was very happy that day, and I even got another
checking-me-out look on the buss station.
Anyhow, I call this the hit number -1, because it was with no ‘mones
on (i.e. I had only my natural "very happy & healthy" pheromone signature on).
Next…
SOE as a helper in relationships with 5 year olds:
I once asked on
the forums, if anyone thinks ‘nol products are likable on very young children. As I mentioned on the section above,
The day after getting my ‘mones, I had lunch with my dad, his wife, and my 5 year old sister. I had some problems,
previously, with understanding what my sister thinks about me, and feeling good with our relationship. For details,
you’re welcome to read my post on a thread called
"'None is a nighmare for children" (http://pherolibrary.com/forum/showthread.php?t=16307).
So I
decided to try SOE as a standalone, and check if it helps getting my little sister more friendly towards me. She’s
usually very (too) talkative, and always tries to be the center of attention no matter what. Anyhow, I was also
arriving with 2 big presents… so she kinda` has no choice but be happy to see me ;)
I have no details about the
exact amount of SOE I put on. It was like:
1 inch stripe distributed between the two wrists,
1 inch stripe on the
left side of my neck & another
1 inch stripe on the right side of the neck…
I think :think:
Anyway, it
did work. Not only was my sister more gentle & friendly with me, but my father & his wife were too. And also,
I felt that rush I’ve mentioned somewhere in the forums. SOE is a great product – it’s been one of the 2 most
effective ones I’ve used; alone AND in a mix (we’ll get to that later on).
SOE effect
on ones-self:
Well I don’t know if this is the way it affects everybody, but to me, SOE
gave a rush when I first put it on. You don’t have to use much to see some effect on your behavior and even on the
environment. It made me feel a bit more... hmm… happy. Like a small high. Not much of a high. Not like a drug or
anything like that… but more like a smiling feeling. I find that it’s easier to… hmm… feel free to talk & smile to
people. Whether they’re friends or total strangers. Moreover, it usually gives the same effect on those people that
I’m talking with.
The day I got the ‘mones, I put on a very small stripe of SOE under my nose or somewhere on my
face – I don’t remember exactly, then I called a female friend of mine (yes, friend in bed as well ;)). The talk
went SO smoothly. Not only I instantly felt that rush, but I also laughed more easily, and made her laugh like ten
times more than she usually would. It was fun. And all that – when it only affected ME (as she was not smelling the
SOE via the phone, I presume). Oh btw… this was the day before I went to lunch with my sister. After I got home from
"hit number -1". Let’s call the female friend on the phone D.
‘Mone elimination
(Prevent Build-up):
I haven’t had a build-up experience this whole month. I assume that if
I would’ve, I’d notice it. At least that’s what everybody’s saying here in the forums. I admit, I tried not to put
much ‘none on; but it’s not like I’ve always used the minimalist manifesto.
do[/B] strongly advise
The Minimalist Manifesto (http://pherolibrary.com/forum/showthread.php?t=2260&highlight=manifesto) to
everyone though :thumbsup:]
Further on you’ll see that I’ve sometimes used many products at once. And even had
to stop and think, to be able to notice that I should also try them as standalones, even if just to be able to
recognize each product’s specific effects.
So no… I think the real reason I haven’t had build-ups, is
because I’ve been using a sanitizer. It’s a product called "Hand Sanitizer" by "Purell". I don’t always use it, and
still I don’t have build-ups. Maybe it’s because I’m 22 years young (:think:?). Anyhow, each
time I had doubts about whether or not it’s gonna build-up, I used the sanitizer on the applied spots.
I took
the idea from a great thread:
PI is the Daddy of
smooth312 (http://www.pherolibrary.com/forum/showthread.php?t=16642&highlight=pheromone+product). You have to search through the thread to read his tips about it, but they’re worth it.
In a
nutshell: he says before he showers, he puts on some sanitizer, lets it dry, and only then gets into the shower.
I usually don’t even shower after using the sanitizer. I take a mini-sanitizer-bottle everywhere. And I don’t
always use it. Only if I think I might have to much ‘none on, or if I’m about to change the products I have on… so
of course I don’t wanna add over what I have on… so I eliminate it with the sanitizer. It works people!
:thumbsup:
If I do use it before a shower though, I let it dry before I get in the shower :)
New
edit:
You can use a sanitizer. Click
this link (http://www.pfizerch.com/brand.aspx?id=310) to see an example of a hand sanitizer I use myself.
Or click this
link (http://www.pfizerch.com/commercial.html?id=310&brand=Purell%26reg%3B&ISCI=PFPU%206323) to see a video commercial of it.
You distribute it on the skin, smear it a little, and let it dry for
like 3 minutes. That's all you need to do. It[I] usually clears the OD for me (but with every person it might
be a bit different). I do it before I shower sometimes... it get's better results. But if you use it before the
shower, wait 5 minutes between the application of the sanitizer and getting into the shower; that way it'll dry off
and get even better results :D
"What does that smell like to you?" – Good
times with D. [SOE+C7]:
So I got my ‘mones on Thursday, I got a number from Gds. (I’ve
already explained this, and we’ll get back to her later on), the next day I went to lunch with my little sister &
used SOE… which worked out well. And then, the same day (we’re in Friday by now) after I got home, I met with D.
D. and I have a sexual history that started months before my ‘mone order. She’s deeply shy, but very smart. She
has not much of a sex-appeal in the first impression. But she learns quick. In other words, all she lacks is
experience. Look-wise, she’s a 7.5… well maybe 8, as she has truly beautiful breasts:cheers: So
I wasn’t sure at first, how I’m gonna know if it’s the ‘mones or not that turn her on.
Well, as soon as I was
sure she’s gonna come for the night, I added just a little bit of SOE. Including what I already had on, it would be
about:
2 inch stripes distributed between the wrists,
1 inch stripe on the right side of my neck,
1 inch stripe
on the left side of my neck,
About 0.5 inch stripe behind right ear,
About 0.5 inch stripe behind left ear, and
1 inch stripe on my p.hair (yup…)
Then I also put some C7 (Chikara):
2 midium sprays distributed on my chest,
1 midum spray on p.hair.
And I might have also put 1 small spray on my long hair (this time the head hair).
All that covered with Armani Black Code (After-shave balm).
Note: These amounts up until now have been
recollections of memory. I’ve written down the exact amounts of many of the times I put ‘mones on; when it’ll be
exact, I’ll mention the words "exact amounts" :D
Well, she came and she started kissing me almost right
away. Nothing out of the ordinary there. That’s what usually goes on in our relationship… sometimes we sit and talk,
sometimes we watch a movie or something, and sometimes we just start kissing and go on and on through the night
:hammer:
So we kissed, she had passion in her, things moved on, we moved onto the bed, and then after a while, we
start kinda`… like… talking while still doing some sexual stuff.
And then, while holding my c*ck with her hand,
and having her head very close to it, she says: "You have a very good smell around here" cool… I think to myself…
now I get to know what the ‘mones are doing.
She’s 20 or 21 years old by the way. SOE works great with the
young… I know that much by now. C7 seems to be good as well with the young, but doesn’t have as stable
results as SOE. With SOE, it always happens. With C7… when it happens it's very sexual, but sometimes it
doesn’t happen. Note that I haven’t yet used C7 as a standalone, and it never gave me bad results… if it wasn’t good
results, it was no results at all. And that might have been due to other products I used with it… more experimenting
is necessary for a conclusion to be drawn.
Anyhow back to the subject. "How does it smell to you, D.?" "To be
honest," she replied, "This smell makes me wanna suck your c*ck." She said that with open eyes, looking right at me.
Now, I’m the first guy she ever went down on. And yes, she did this before the ‘mones too; and she enjoyed it. But
using a word like "suck" is (well, was… before the ‘mones) unusual for her. She usually says "go down". Yeah, I get
that in the U.S. that doesn’t sound different at all. But here, when you say go-down, it’s like… more polite… more…
out-of-the-bed slang. It’s not like it’s totally polite… it’s not something you’d say to an old lady on the
street:p, but when you say "suck"… it’s like… dirty! That’s the word… :LOL:
So you see… the ‘mones were
effective enough for her to feel a need to connect the scent with her will to be dirty in bed. And here I started
having faith :run:
That night was wild. She screamed like she was getting (pretend)raped and likeing it. She
really opened up. Now I’m not saying she’d be like that if it was our first date… not even with the ‘mones. But
considering the wildness of this night vs. our mildly-wild sex before… well… the ‘mones did something!
In
fact, that night was so wild, I had nothing left for the next night… which was a bummer… so let’s get to
that LMAO…
Happy B-day Lor.! [TE, WAGG, C7]:
The
next day (Saturday), was the Birth-Day party of an old female friend. Out of 10 – she’s a 13!!!
We’ve slept
before.. long ago… years ago. Back then, she gave me the happiest smile in the world when she saw my c*ck, and she
told me she never saw a more beautiful person as he cums. BIIIIG compliment coming from her! :D:thumbsup::D Back
then we were both great friends, and f*ck buddies.
Since then… once, when I had an open relationship, she told
me I’m such a good lover, that she’d sleep with me even if she had a boy friend. We almost slept that night too… it
was more than a year without sleeping with each other, and we both wanted to. We were at the sea, and we fooled
around a bit, but then we each went to his own home. She told me "I too would like to come home with you and f*ck
your brains out all night long.. but I’ve got work tomorrow, it’s already very late, and this is a day I can’t
miss".
The time has passed - we haven’t f*cked for years. And this was a girl that had to tell me not to fall in
love with her long ago, when we knew each other for like a week. F*cking her stayed a fantasy I used many times on
my own (if you know what I mean lol:run: ). Even after we f*cked several times – it stayed something I
fantasized about doing again & again. She’s… to put it simply… HOT!!!
Next time I met her it was in a big crowd
and the next (after she’s been traveling in a few places around the world), she already had a boyfriend.
I’m not
the type of guy who can take advantage of the preposition she once gave me. I stayed a friend.
So… after this
LOooooooNG history lesson, let’s get back to that Saturday, shall we? … It was her B-day party, & she was gonna be
the only person I know there. So I brought along my best friend, and a calculated load of ‘mones on me.
Here are
the exact amounts:
TE {Essential Edge}: 4.5 dabs total=>
1 behind the right ear & down the right half of my jaw
line,
1 behind the left ear & down the left half of my jaw line,
1 distributed between the two outer sides of my
shoulders,
1 on my chest,
1 small dab on my p.hair (u-huh… :twisted:).
WAGG: 3 dabs total=>
1 on my chest
(covering the TE),
1 distributed between the wrists,
1 distributed behind my ears( again – covering).
C7:
1 spray distributed on neck & jaw line (covering) +
1 very small spray on p.hair (hey… it works :angel:
:twisted: ).
All of those spots, covered with Armani Black Code.
In addition, I added…
NPA:
1 very small
dab (taken with the original NPA dropper on) on the pants (above the zipper.. ya` know… so she’ll just
HAVE TO look… which she did.. a lot:cheers: ), covered with 1 spray of Dolce & Gabanna.
This was what
happened…
My friend & I arrived there only to find out we’re the first ones there. So when she arrived (with a
bunch of friends), we were saving the sits. Lor. gave us each a hug, and set right beside me (on the ledge of the
couch I was sitting on). Not much time passed before she swiftly moved from "beside me" to straight right "on me"
heehee. Felt very nice, especially as she kept rubbin` her behind on my aspects lol. She was always somewhat direct
with her looks & smiles, but this… this was definitely the effect of the `mones.
We all drank some beers,
and chatted for a while. Nobody seemed especially chatty with me. Not Lor., not her friends (which did talk to me…
just not that much), not even my own best friend. Yet I kept on getting looks from her female friends, and also from
many other chicks around the place; so I felt pretty confident most of the time.
At first I didn’t think that
this mix was that good, `coz the only thing worthy of my attention (that I could attribute to the `mones) was the
constant looks I got from every other chick (including Lor.). Now those looks were indeed flattering, but
once in a while, in crowded places like that one, I do get these "good days".
However, as we got closer to the
end of the evening, I started noticing Lor. & her friend were whispering to each other while taking the "occasional"
glimpse at my direction. And so it happens that the next time I set next to her, Lor. asked me if I wanted to spend
the night with her. Now, she whispered it… with a very drunk & satisfyingly-hinting voice.
Can you guess my
reply? Rofl
So I went on to her house with her & some friends. She kept me waiting for like 40 minutes or more
in her room, while she was chatting with her friends in the living room. Of course I was welcome to join them… but I
didn’t really feel like that type of evening.
I forgot to mention I brought a present for her B-day. A very
invested present, which she acted wonderfully cheerful about getting; even though she only opened it the following
morning (still… I was there to see it happen:lol: ).
When she came to bed, she was so tiered I didn’t even think
of hitting on her or making out. Before going to the living room she gave me a sexy kiss, and frankly, after years
of wanting her, that kiss was enough to make me wait a few hours. So I tucked her in, and we fell asleep.
After
a few hours I kinda` woke up. You know those zombie situations where you’re awake enough to notice you’re horny, but
not awake enough to notice you’re awake? Lol… well, one of those. Without even noticing I started to caress her over
the clothes. After a while I was already touching her skin... under the clothes. Then on her chest, then
rubbing her chest gently. From move to move she only became hornier; I could tell by the way she lightly moaned and
moved more & more towards me.
At one point, she simply took her pants off and started rubbing her ass on me.
It’s not that I wasn’t expecting it, as all these years, even when she had a boyfriend, she kept giving me these
teasing looks like "You know I want you & that’s the way I like it". So although I was at this point
attributing some credit to the `mones, I wasn’t yet sure how much.
We got to the point where we where
both naked under the sheets. It felt absolutely great. She is Inter-Galacticly HOT… AND soft :p
I went down on her
& she actually asked me – her face all blushy – to do it again. But the point where I knew it really was the `mones,
was when she held me close, put her mouth next to my ear, and whispered in a begging voice "I want you to f*ck
me!". Honest. I’ve been told such things before… with some wild women; but it was definitely unusual for
her. And there was this vibe when she said it… grrr… this is the stuff fantasies are made of
:cheers:
Unfortunately, I was exhausted from the day before, and didn’t perform as well as I’d like to have done
:(
There were more signs to the effects of the `mones that night, but it was so long ago, and I had more
significant reactions from other mixtures.
A tiny epilogue:
New edit:
After all these hits I also had an actual 2-men on 1-girl orgy (honest:angel: ) with that girl I
mentioned before... Gds. And we went on to having a sexual relationship... that male-friend of mine even came
visiting a few times when she was at my place and we both actually got some action from her:cheers: :drunk:
The BEST thing of it all:
I had many more hits since then.
However with time,
and with all this experience - I've changed quite a bit (for the better).
And I can honestly say the best hits
I ever got were and still happen with my current g/f. She has no idea I'm writing this, but I truly feel lucky to
have such an edge with her. She's horny around me 99% of the time (though she claims it to be a 100%)... (SOE & TE
help there a lot), she's caring and affectionant (SOE & A1 help with that), and she has honest feelings for me
(that's all me & her... the `mones are just an edge-supplier)... Aaand... she's not afraid to show it (that
I can attribute to the A1 at times :D).
My blushy little thing...
Although you'll never read this: I wish
you'll stay untill the day I die. I wish I'll still feel so at the day I die. I am so happy we have this
relationship. And I'm so happy I make you feel the way you feel towards me :lovestruc :D:wub: