buddy, maybe you need to go see

a therapist or someone to talk too about all this stuff, not sayin that in a derogatory way either, even a life

couch that can steer you in the right direction.. theres plenty of these dudes that work in civic centres and

community centres at no charge to the citizen, dont fret theres a solution to everything, you just have to work it

out..

hey, im a english native speaker and i cant spell to save my life, so dont worry about that