Hi everyone, I have posted in the past about my VERY cute girl friend, and my problems in our first sexual encounters.
We have been together for about four months now, and most of the time I can do fine..... but I keep waiting to be able to perform as I know I can. What I mean is I can get it up, but many times it is not fully hard or after we do it for awhile I start to loose it. Or I find that I have a hard time cuming. I have been useing Viagra, and I think that takes some of the pressure off my mind... But I have a a few things happen latley that make s me feel that I dont need Viagra.
A few nights ago, we where at her parents house, I had no viagra with me. Alone in a room she started things going, and evorything worked as I have always been able to in the past. GOD it felt good, and no Viagra at all. I dont like the Viagra.... it makes me have a headach, and I think it makes it hard for me to cum. Also I have stoped masterbating latley in order to \"save up\" for her. But one night I tried it just to see if I would have the same problems \"alone\". Evory thing worked as I would like it to, fully hard, and no problem cumming.
I dont know what to do.... I am quite disstressed about this. She is sooo pretty, and SOO sexual. She is everything I have ever wanted sexualy in a woman. The only thing I can think of is that she so cute, and so sexual that I get worried about my performance. (With her high level of sexuality) I want so bad to be good for her that it makes me nervous. Her looks also still are causing me to be nervous. I find her looks stunning. Its like she is too good looking. I have never been like this before. When I am in bed with her I feel like I am a kid in a candy store, that is so overwhelmed that he cant eat anything (no pun intended). I am 43, and fit. She is 30
She wants to get Married, as do I. She has proffessed her love for me over and over again. I would think that by now I would be comfortable with her... Yet every time I see her, my heart jumps as I look at her stunning face and body.
I have been to a sex theripist who tells me its axiety.... (no [bad word]). I am supposed to \"not worry\" about it. But many times durring sex the thought will cross my mind.. \"I hope I dont loose it\" and then it happens...
Guys, its like I have this dream girl, but I cant function....
And its driving me crazy. I really dont think its a good idea to talk to her about this... I mean I dont think it would do much for my \"alpha\" image. And thats on thing I have noticed about her, she very much wants me to be \"alpha\".
What can I do?