happyness

can be seperated from 'joy'.

I couldn't add anything more to this thread without taking about 8000 words and a

journey through horrers that have turned to joy.

I, myself, am happy. (as I define it) but when I was 15 I

suffered from BiPolar disorder. Those were some crazy days. Walking some of the darkest doors I have known taught

me a few things.

Truly, euphoria, or intense joy is fleeting: but there is such a thing as a geniune, constant

happyness - that is pricked by occasional introspection and sadness. This truly must be better than sadness

occasionally marred by happy moments.

Wish I could say more that actually MEANT anything. But you'll just have

to take my word for it.

Holmes: you have my email address. Get MSN and I'll chat with ya.

Peace and Love

and Hot Buttered Crumpets

Steve