After a long time of beeing a convinced single I felt in love about 8 months ago again. I started to believe in love again and this feeling was much more intense than ever in my whole life. I\'ve been together with this very special person for 5 Months now. I knew it wouldn\'t be easy, because she had depression problems and I had still problems with my past. We\'ve been like medicine for each other and things developed well though this was a long distance relationship (500km, but I am really mobile and we have seen each other a lot). She broke up out of sudden yesterday though I had to promise her the day before that I\'d never left her. I\'ve been completely clueless and had no idea why this happened. Her best friend told me that she loves me more than anything else and is broken down herself. She just told me it would be better this way ?!?!