I read your other post that you had for me
\"But... I don\'t really sit with anyone at lunch. Not that I have never before. I talk to people, freely, but...I\'m not really in a \"group\" and while I will talk, and get talked to, and be like, what\'s upped by people...I do not fit into their \"click\" I really don\'t.\"
The more I read the more I thought I had typed this ofcourse there are mild differences, I find that my personality and way of thinking me in general don\'t go together with anything. I remember being kicked off like 3 forums,was I outright rude? no not at all to me it seemed they would just come after me I realized that I rub people the wrong way at weird times and I don\'t really outright do anything wrong. I have faced alot of quasi-rejection in my life, so when you talk about sitting with no one in lunch in my younger years in school I can relate and thats when I looked intensely at peoples actions and really realized that I live in a systematic logical world were everyone even in their denial is evil to a certain degree. Thats why I can anaylize anyone I met and just about all their actions and some future means of it all.
Here are the unique things about me just for general reference
Diagnosed with OCD when I was like 11 had it for as long as I could remember my brain was always in over drive and I always thought things after things. though at this time any compulsion etc.. is just about gone much more control.
I am left handed I am pretty good in english though you may be shaking your head reading this post, and I hate righting from left to right thats why I write like an ulgar and teachers are always like why is your hand writing so bad you try it biotch.
I don\'t doubt your test levels at all, you do have german in your background as I think you stated in one post but I would think that you would have a stoic (cant spell) I mean your jawline and such.
I am jamaican Irish and 1/16 german if that even matters haha yeah quite a freaking mix. Genetic wise its actually pretty good. I got more of the hair from the anglo side of it along with test levels. I have a pretty thick facial hair had it since 15 I ahve hair all over my body I mean bro this [bad word] is bad I need nads really bad my voice is really deep and so on I think I am producing far too much DHEA though I have not even researched this. all in all my test level is far above average I remember lifting weights for one day only and I felt the difference maybe this is normal I am g oing on and on just typing I think I should stop now.
btw what type of personality were you speaking of does it have a name?
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