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im a complete noob with mones. i ordererd chikara unscented with SOE. I wanted to use it on the love of my life. Im
20 years old, fairly attractive decent build. Me and her have been friends for a very long time and i know for a
fact there is a mutual attraction and feelings to each other, the only problem is there is a wall of timid feelings
between the both of us. The
first day i used this i put a spray of soe on my wrist and rubbed it on the
other, another on the left side of my neck,
and one spray of chikara on the right side of my neck. I picked
her up one day and she couldnt stop talking to me about herself and she was very anxious and fidgety and sitting
extremely close to me for the most part of the night. it wore off by the end of the night but i was reassured it was
working. 2 days from then I decided to go with the same combo except apply the chikara later on (i also have been
applying it during that two day break so maybe i OD'd). We went out to see a live DJ except this time she was
somewhat avoiding me (sort of?), i would always catch her glancing at me and when i made eye contact she would
instantly look away. she even said she was going to the washroom and i saw her go off to the top balcony of the
venue and start staring at me, i made eye contact and she ran away...? later on when the effects wore of she wasnt
as distant but from that night she has been distancing herself from me and ive felt like ive ruined something that
ive worked so hard to build up. What can i do to patch things up and get back the meaningful connection we once
shared. Any other mones i should try? I was thinking beta-nol/liquid trust/
my current SOE on its
own
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