She sounds scary!
Personally, she sounds like one of those that you can chase forever and never get anywhere. Catch her really high
and you might get a hug and kiss but the games will get bad and worse. The ONLY chance you have is in letting her
know through your actions that she isn't good enough for you. Don't chase her under any conditions.
I think
she is likely a huge waste of time and expectations.
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