Ok, I

don't want to bother people who read this post with long stories, so I will just try to be quick.
I would like to

get advice on umm... how to call it best....damage control.
That is sometimes I can be really arrogant with people

even if I don't want to. Especially with women who are actually INTERESTED in me. I came to the conclusion that it

is like a preemptive strike for NO ACTUAL reason except because somewhere deep inside I fear being hurt.
I think

this is what is left after dealing with social anxiety.
I have ordered SOE and currently waiting for it to arrive.

Maybe Liquid Trust? And what about A1? I want to have some space so the connection is not instantly destroyed in

case I do a stupid thing. In the long run, however, I want to drop pheromone usage.
Umm..some other advice except

mones? I'm open to it, no problems here.
Thanks