Something odd
happened today. I wasnt wearing mones (since I didnt purchase any yet
), was in a quite depressed mood (was on 1
hour sleep) and I think I got what is referred as "social hit". Theres this girl I like in the class and we never
met before whatsoever. And after the exam, me and 15 other people from the class went on to drink something, where
this girl approached over, introduced herself and we started to have a nice chat. She seemed interested, but the
fact that we have been in the same class for the past year, this was quite extraordinary.
Now I imagine that if
this happened while I had some mones on me, I would automatically relate it to mones and "social hit" and try to
tailor up the exact dosage to create the same social effect.
But as I said, social interaction is very difficult
to measure or experimentally control (others' part), since certain social behavior take part without necessarily
any purpose or without any impulse to act on.
This makes testing mones all the more difficult and scares me
honestly. I wonder how am I going to measure the effects correctly when I use them.
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