I know that
in high school there was always a part of me that resented when the asshole football player, who beat everybody up
on the weekends and caused all the kids to fear him and try to win his favor to protect their asses, got all the
beautiful women. He cared about nobody but himself, was sadistic in his joy of harming others; and yet these
"amazing" women, ones typically thought of as among the hottest, "cared" for him. I was confused because I thought
some of these women were "nice" and didn't see how they couldn't go for me instead, a "nice, understanding,
creative, and smart" guy who listened to them, but was only second string on the basketball team (not due to any
lack of talent, of course
). Honestly, a part of that resentment stays with you. The approval of women tends to
make guys feel validated as a person, and vice versa. Especially at that age.
Since then, of course, I
discovered there are "other ways" to have great intimate relations with women,
besides being a dirtbag.
Perhaps that's where Mobes was coming from? He doesn't want to be seen as that guy?
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