Believe it or not, this is a pheromone related post (I’m glad I found this site, thanks Bruce)
I think I
suffer the lone wolf thing. Terminator effect, Clint Eastwood, Marge’s sisters…whatever you want to call
it.
I’m just f/ pissed off. I have a friend who can lay any girl he likes…one time only. I argued,
“do you not want it more than one time?” He says, “No, there are plenty more fish in the sea,
blah…” I say “So, if you meet the most amazing woman in your Universe, you want her company one
time?” He says, “Eh…(long pause)”
F/ exactly…Eh?!?…Eh what?
…Exactly!
I told him so and we had a big argument.
Last night I wore 2 sprays from 10ml atomiser of 1:1
TE/SPMO. About 3 hours later I put on a half pack of Chikara.
The whole dance floor parted like I was
Beelzebub.
The only woman who I couldn’t freak out was about 35 – 40 y/o, not bad… but not my
type.
I spoke to the hottest girl in the club, ‘bout 17/18 y/o (you are legal and can be married at 16 in
UK). “My name is Cecilia”, she says. This is my auntie’s name, so I respond…”Wow my
aunt is Cecilia”
She says, “Yeah yeah I’m sure…blah”
I was so f/ mad. Like she
didn’t believe me or thought I was trying to impress her, hahahah! Yes, like I wanted to impress her with my
auntie’s name, stupid cow!
So, I cursed her like a f/ madman in front of all her friends and some
strangers (they seemed surprised but pleased…she clearly is the focus of good attention 99.9% of the time) She
says I’m crazy. Ok, I’d rather be a crazy, spooky bastard than her f/ poodle, like the rest of her
world!
I don’t say all this because I like her. I don’t. I’m just noting the Clint effect
here.
I don’t believe this is because of the age difference; I experience the same reaction from 90% of
women regardless of age.
Anyway, I’m just trying to say, I think women are intimidated by me. This
surprises me because I am generally easy going. I am small for a man, not an ugly bastard at all, (I’m not
Burt Lancaster, but I’ve been complimented on my looks many times by hot girls even though I'm maybe only a
6). I maybe have crazy blue piercing eyes that freak people (even guys 3x my size)… but I like people and
I’m usually nicer than this, but she made me f/ mad. Like she was the f/ Queen of England.
I can’t
help it, but I wish I could meet a girl who was brave enough to level with me and not be a f/ wallflower, or a
stupid haughty bitch.
Maybe, I should make more of an effort. But, I used to do that and looked like a real
desperate bastard. (Pardon my language, I am annoyed)
So, in summary, 2 sprays of TE:SPMO 1:1 mix + ½ pack
Chikara = intimidatory (is that a word?) reactions for me. I know some people are going to say, “Oh man, you
should have use 1/3 gel pack + 1 spray of your mix…blah” OK, you’re probably right.
The
problem is I speak my mind…people don’t like it…so, are they not worth knowing? Are they dicks
because they can’t level? Or am I the dick? I think I am a nice guy, but people just talk shit to me. I am
bored; tired with the crud that comes out of people…where are their souls? Where is the real
‘them’ and not the f/ clone like the rest of the world.
I guess I am just tired.
Anyone else
feel like that?
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