I think I have unusually high levels of natural
pheromones (eureka! or you're crazy!)
I started thinking hard after some events that occured
today...
I worked out yesterday, and I finally had a beautiful eight hours of sleep, and I could tell my
testosterone was up today because of the rest, my muscles were inflated after I woke up and weren't aching like
usual, and the morning wood was a good sign :) My co-workers were their usually friendly selves, except one of them
seemed a big grumpy and more aggressive than usual. After work, I was standing inside the main office. A female
co-worker walked by and peered inside and just started lookin a little bewildered and just said things like
"Whoa...uh hey..." in an almost uncomfortable way. I had just finished another shift of hard physical work, so I was
wondering if I had B.O. or something lol. Note: I have no interest in this woman, nor have we communicated much.
Then ANOTHER female co-worker walked in, who I am friendly with and had been talking/flirting with a little earlier
that day came in, took a big SNIFF, kept smiling and asked me something. Hmmm...Okay. I walked to busstop and caught
the bus, and a female who I had seen numerous times come onto the same bus came in and sat behind me...again, like
she had numerous times before. I don't know if she's interested in me or what, cuz we have never exchanged words,
but she sat behind me again and just started sniffin'. Uhhh...Then I got off the bus and started walking home and
there was some guy walking his dog. He was headed my direction and then all of a sudden he just stopped cold and
stood there waiting for me to pass, just staring at me with a bewildered look on his face.
It wasn't a
particular thing that confused me, it was just everything altogether. Maybe it was something else this particular
day...but I started contemplating. I had kinda joked around before that certain things happened because of my
natural pheromone scent...but I REALLY began to analyze things.
NOTE: THIS WHOLE POST WILL MAKE NO SENSE TO
YOU WHATSOEVER IF YOU AREN'T AWARE OF THE EFFECTS AND QUALITIES OF PHEROMONES, TESTOSTERONE, HORMONES, "ALPHA MALE"
ETC...If it seems like I'm rambling at any time, please discontinue from reading. If it all makes sense to you,
please continue...
LET ME CONTINUE...
Lemme start to share with you my personal self. You may know
already I am a 19-year old Asian male, 5'11" tall 230 lbs, large muscular build etc etc. I will then add that I
have VERY dry skin throughout the majority of my body, HOWEVER the "hotspots" and areas of my body with large
concentrations of sweat/oil glands (the area which produce the majority of natural pheromones) are over-active.
It's like this: my legs could have dry scaly patches but my face could be exceptionally oily for some reason. I
have also noticed because of this that I have a very distinct and maybe even strong body scent. When I was younger
and didn't have perfect hygiene, some people would even say I smelled, which I couldn't understand because I
showered daily and took decent care of myself while others with worse hygiene smelled like roses. I was young and
didn't understand, but now that I do I make sure I smell like petunias instead of poo poo :)
Okay that
should cover the physical aspect, now let me get into the whole social aspect which has made me come up with this
hypothesis. It's lengthy but I GUARANTEE it will be interesting. When I was younger I was shy and very insecure.
Even with that I always stood out and was a center of attention even when I didn't speak a word to anyone. It's
like everyone KNEW I was there, but I wasn't social much at all and never talked. I was always incredibly moody,
and the severe changes in levels of hormones frequently is the reason. As I grew up, I sensed people saw me as a
threat, even though I was not very popular, didn't talk much, and stayed to myself, it was as if I was presenting
myself as an aggressive alpha male when externally I was anything but. I made many enemies, with supposed alpha
males and aggressive members of the popular crowd without even saying a word to them. Some might look at it as being
picked on in a way...except when I retaliated in any way they seemed frightened and intimidated. It was less of
"bully-picks-on-geek" and more like
"half-of-the-high-school-wants-to-kill-me-but-they-back-down-from-my-challenges". Not exaggerating when I say half
of the high school had genuine dislike of me for no reason, especially since there was a large Asian presence in my
school...and they definitely hated me, and to them I was looked at like a mortal enemy. And considering all of them
stuck together and were kind of at war with the rest of the school, it was interesting they hated me so much. Again,
they would try to intimidate and harass me, I would challenge them back to a fight, and it would never happen cuz
they never showed up. You gotta realize, there were HUNDREDS of them and they were known for ganging up on people
they didn't like, yet I never received a scratch from anyone.
When I was put into tough situations like
prison and such, I was always a timid kind of guy before, so I was scared to death at first but after a few years in
places like that I got tough. But for instance, the first time I was locked up, the first day I was there, the alpha
male of the prisoners tried to challenge me to fight, and it was all new to me and I unwittingly accepted the
challenge. I barely said anything at all and wasn't acting tough or anyting like that. He punched me 6 times in the
face, I stood there shocked and scared at the same time, then I just smiled out of confusion as the guards broke it
up. He seemed threatened of me, although I made no indication of threats. Later I heard that since I "ate those
punches" he was beat up and dethroned from alpha male of the prison. Hmmm...other times when I was locked up with
different inmates, the alpha male would always welcome me, either into his crew or just as allies. I never had a
problem with them really. When one of the alphas learned I was of a different set than him, he disowned me from his
clique, yet he never laid a finger on me which he would've done to anybody else. During the numerous other times I
was put into situations like this, although I was relatively quiet and reserved, I always maintained a high level of
respect and authority, without saying a word or expressing outward dominance.
Let me stop this whole
male-conflict-talk...and let me get into the FEMALES...
Like I've stated, I was shy and didn't have proper
social skills as a child, so I definitely had very little female contact at first. Once I hit middle school, and
puberty started to near, things got a little different. It first started in fifth grade when there was this girl who
all of a sudden became infatuated and obsessed with me. I never said one word to her and was actually afraid at
first and avoided her, and she kept coming back. This won't be the last time something like this happened. Let me
just add a sidenote that I went through puberty VERY early, and actually reached my current height of 5'11" when I
was still in middle school. Later on in middle school years, some other girls became unusually obsessed with me for
no particular reason. I was definitely not a looker back then, didn't say much and was reserved. As puberty
continued some other girls became like stalkers and I was overwhelmed. As I neared high school, my reputation and my
own demeanor started changing because of the intense hatred of my male counterparts, so I became both internally and
externally bitter and grumpy, and after middle school I made no new friends and stuck with the ones from middle
school. The obsessive females swirling around me slowed down in high school because of all this, and my social life
with friends and females was very dry because I came off as very closed and defensive. However, outside of the
reputation-and-hate-filled-school environment, things were a little different...
I can recall a certain event
a few years back that if I posted it on this message board and pretended like I had used pheromones, it would be
taken as a hit. I walked into a store and walked by a rather attractive woman in her 30's, just glanced at her for
a second, not even lookin interested or even with a smile, and passed by her and she just said "HIIII..." and
started smiling and blushing and smoothed her hair. In my head I was "WTF?!?!" and kept looking for whatever I was
gonna buy and ignored her completely. I was terrible at reading body language and female signs and didn't have any
semblance of game back then, but it was frighteningly obvious something had come over her. Considering at the time I
was a 16-year old, obese, umkempt guy with no confidence or sense of positivity, it was very confusing. Then there
are other things which boggled me...
Personally I have always been very conscious about my personal body
scent, as I have been told at times that I have B.O. many times for no reason I can think of. It's weird though as
many times as people have come near my vicinity they would automatically noticeably "sniff". I have always thought I
smelled bad or something, and probably sometimes that may have been the case, but I'm thinking if something smells
so bad why would people would constantly sniff whenever near me. So after a while as I matured, I started taking
exceptional care of my hygiene. I also started to wear specific deodorants, use specific soaps and shampoos, use
body sprays and colognes, and apply them in precise manners. I now never hear complaints about any odor I may have,
but I still get the occassional "sniff". But now it almost gets ridiculous now that I smell GOOD, as both males and
females keep going out of their way to invade my space and sniff away. You may see why I am interested in pheromones
so much by now. Let me continue on...
Let me get a little specific. Let me move onto my workplace and its
social atmosphere. I am 19, the majority of my co-workers are between 16 and 23 years of age, and it's a rather fun
atmosphere. When I started working there, I was a bit overweight, not very wary of my appearance or how I come off
to people, and slightly socially inadequate. Time has passed, I have lost weight, work out frequently, achieved a
nice build, my social skills have become quite excellent, I dress nicely, have fantastic hygiene, my confidence has
soared through the roof, I have earned tremendous respect, my situation in life has turned around, and I am about to
be promoted. I have noticed the way that EVERYBODY treats me has improved tremendously. However, it's still a
little strange to me, a little TOO MUCH.
My female co-workers, ranging from 16 to 19 years old, ranging from
decent-looking to gorgeous, seem to go ga ga for me sometimes. Now, don't think I'm just trying to downplay all of
my good qualities and focus everything on the pheromones. It's slightly irrational at some times though. Now, I'm
a decent-looking guy, but in no way some Brad Pitt-clone that girls chase around the world. And I have a nice
personality, but I ain't Don Juan. And it's not the fact that these girls happen to like me which is weird, it's
the manner in which the act. One thing I noticed was that when I wore certain scents to accentuate my own scent, it
was a little funny sometimes. One time I was in a doorway speaking to someone, and one of my female co-workers came
by to talk to someone inside the office, and I know she happened to like what I wearing, so she put her nose close
to my arm which I was leaning against the wall. Then she started getting closer and it got to the point where she
was digging her face into my arm and talking to the person at the same time with her mouth muffled against my shirt.
LOL It's not even like she said "Oh you smell good" she just went up and did her thing. Funny gal. Another time I
was with my friend and his g/f, and for some reason, she was really open and friendly and talking to me way more
than usual. A weird thing that happened the whole time we were all together is that she kept sniffing the air and
digging her nose into her b/f's shirt, and I know he doesn't wear cologne or anything and hadn't seen her do
anything like that before. I don't quite get the logic of it, but I'm guessing it had something to do with my
scent. And later on when I mentioned how I have a foot fetish and how much I like them, she started asking all these
questions about it and later on took her shoes off purposely and laid her bare feet out in front of me. LOL and her
b/f who is my friend was sitting right next to her. I could see he was getting jealous, which is ridiculous
considering I was never seen as a "threat" before to him. Now, those two instances may have little, nothing, or
everything to do with this whole thing I'm talking about, but forget about those...
I get the expression
"WHOA!" a lot. It happened today, I'm not sure why. I'll be talking to my boss, all of a sudden he'll go "WHOA!"
Talking to a male co-worker, all of a sudden he'll say "WHOA!" Female co-worker "WHOA!" Usually a close friend will
just give me a weird look. Sometimes I'll ask why, and they'll say something like "Nothing" or just shake their
head confused. The majority of the time they'll see it when I'm starting to get excited or aggressive, and
interestingly, when I go and do, let's say, a bunch of pushups or some heavy lifting, depending on who it is, they
will give me a DIHL look or give me a WHOA when in my vicinity. Also, the more body heat I'm giving off, the more
friendly/aggressive people get towards me, depending who it is. This is why on Friday night, I'm the most popular
guy in town :) That's the busiest business night of the week, I'm doing the most physical work, sweating the most,
displaying my power the most, giving off the most heat, etc and on that particular day all of the female co-workers
start to swarm me. They'll enter my space without hesitation, brush up against me, be seductive with me, start
conversations with me, talk to other guys around me or pretend like they're doing something to help me out, and
that's all while I'm ignoring them to complete my work assignment in the allotted time! Don't get me wrong, I
appreciate their attention, but at certain times and certain situations, not when I'm sweating my ass off trying to
get the job done LOL. I think the funniest thing happend the other night.
Two high school girls, personally
who I think are the two prettiest ones there, were basically taking turns trying to get my attention. Coming over,
starting chitchat, then backing off, letting the other one have a shot. And then, I almost burst out laughing when
this happened because it's so ridiculous, they were both within a few feet from me while I was busy doing
something, and they were confused since they both wanted a turn at the same time so they were kinda pacing around
each other speechless while looking at me and then at each other until finally the manager told them to get back to
work. LOL you really had to see it to understand. I mean, it's just strange because I can't comprehend otherwise
why they would become so stalker-ish ALL THE TIME to me exclusively. And don't get me started on the guys acting a
little strange around me.
I always noticed sometimes when around other dudes that they would sometimes start
acting real effiminate, like women around guys they like. LOL I'm sure they weren't gay, it just happens
sometimes. And people, both male and female, have become very touchy with me. Sometimes they'll just touch my arm
to say hello, sometimes they'll graze me purposely, sometimes they'll straight out grab me by the shoulders/arm,
and sometimes they'll OD and grab my arm, grab it again, pat me on the shoulder, squeeze my arm, pat me on the
back, all within a 5-second span. A little frightening...
My natural scent is probably increased because of
hormonal changes that have occured within the past 6 months, as my muscle mass have increased, my fat has been
decreased, my confidence and aggressiveness is through the roof, and females female females :) Again, everything
about me has changed, both physically, mentally, emotionally, and physiologically. I think my natural pheromone
scent is more pronounced than most people...or maybe I'm crazy. Of course some of the things I have mentioned above
may have nothing to do with pheros, hell maybe NONE of it has anything to do with pheros, but it's a little crazy
sometimes. A lot of it DOES have to do with my regular looks, charm, personality, etc...but you never
know...
THOUGHTS? ANYONE?
