elvido
04-21-2003, 07:21 AM
This is the first in what I expect to be 2 reports on the use of a1. Before testing it out in the wild I decided to try it on myself to see what effects it would have on me. My worry was that the potential beneficial results on my target would be counteracted by my feeling depressed and sweating like a turkey in the oven.
Note that on the depression side of things I entered the testing phase with a caution flag. The problem is that things are really up and down with my ex. One day we hook up, the next day things are cold. All in all the pattern really takes a toll on me, so if I became depressed after applying a1, it could just as well be a natural phase of this sequence.
Application: I applied 3 drops of a1 directly to my skin, neck and wrists. It is recommended that a1 be applied to clothes rather than skin, but given that I may have to wear the stuff to bed, I wanted to test the effects of direct applications. I\'ve taken direct whiffs of my wrists just to make sure.
Time interval between application and this post: 1hr 30mins
Physical Reactions: None.
Psychological Reactions: None.
hehehe, sorry, I guess it would\'ve been more interesting if I would have been tempted to slit my wrists or started drowning in my own sweat, but nothing.
Of course, this doesn\'t define \"the a1 reaction on the wearer\". Rather it constitutes the a1 reaction on one wearer. Basically you\'ll have to test it yourself to find out how you react, but just know that a1 does not guarantee negative reactions on oneself.
Anyway, hopefully on wednesday I\'ll be able to post a report on the effects on my target. We\'ll be having lunch together. Here I have another problem concerning the objetivity of the test. The problem is that whenever we have lunch together my ex gets really happy. Probably cus for an hour I\'m able to rip her out of her insane work schedule. On the other hand, her work is going to be absolute hell this week (even more than usual) and wednesday by my calculations is 3 days before her period. I\'ll see how things go and on the possible durability of the effect. You\'ll be the first to know /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif
cheers
Note that on the depression side of things I entered the testing phase with a caution flag. The problem is that things are really up and down with my ex. One day we hook up, the next day things are cold. All in all the pattern really takes a toll on me, so if I became depressed after applying a1, it could just as well be a natural phase of this sequence.
Application: I applied 3 drops of a1 directly to my skin, neck and wrists. It is recommended that a1 be applied to clothes rather than skin, but given that I may have to wear the stuff to bed, I wanted to test the effects of direct applications. I\'ve taken direct whiffs of my wrists just to make sure.
Time interval between application and this post: 1hr 30mins
Physical Reactions: None.
Psychological Reactions: None.
hehehe, sorry, I guess it would\'ve been more interesting if I would have been tempted to slit my wrists or started drowning in my own sweat, but nothing.
Of course, this doesn\'t define \"the a1 reaction on the wearer\". Rather it constitutes the a1 reaction on one wearer. Basically you\'ll have to test it yourself to find out how you react, but just know that a1 does not guarantee negative reactions on oneself.
Anyway, hopefully on wednesday I\'ll be able to post a report on the effects on my target. We\'ll be having lunch together. Here I have another problem concerning the objetivity of the test. The problem is that whenever we have lunch together my ex gets really happy. Probably cus for an hour I\'m able to rip her out of her insane work schedule. On the other hand, her work is going to be absolute hell this week (even more than usual) and wednesday by my calculations is 3 days before her period. I\'ll see how things go and on the possible durability of the effect. You\'ll be the first to know /ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif
cheers