FTR Any exciting weekends planned?

[Elana]

We all had so much fun living vicariously through you last week. Anything special planned for us all? /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif

[**DONOTDELETE**]

This weekend I am auditioning a male sub who wants to worship my feet and who also wants to sub to SDR under my direction. We have tentative plans for Saturday or if that doesn\'t work out, one evening next week, which is actually my preference because I would appreciate a little foot worship even more after a long day in heels.

We\'ll see.

Other than that, I would really like to take it easy, read, do the laundry, take the phone off the hook. I\'m pretty worn out.

How about you?

[Elana]

<<How about you?>>

Oh me....yeah, that\'s what I was going to do too. This guy is going to come over to worship my knees. I mean 4 guys are going to come over and worship my knees. You think you are the only one with excitement in your life? Well let me tell you something.....oh what the hell....I\'ll be cleaning my house. /ubbthreads/images/icons/tongue.gif

[**DONOTDELETE**]

I need to find a sub who likes to clean house. I hadn\'t thought about that. You just gave me a good idea. Why not make someone happy, you know? Sure, you can wear my panties while you wash my dishes. If you\'re nice, I\'ll let you mop the floors, too.

Hmmm. Back to the ads, let me see what I can find.

[Lucky]

I have had a sudden change in fantasy!

[**DONOTDELETE**]

There are SO many male subs out there it\'s amazing. I used to just press delete when I got male sub offers. I\'m re-evaluating. /ubbthreads/images/icons/smile.gif

[bjf]

don\'t you worry about the mental stability of these people? I am not saying fetishes are abnormal, but deaking with strangers who are invited to become attracted to you could cause a bad situation if they turn out to be weird. I know you have SDR involved, but still, aren\'t you worried about someone getting too attached?

[Lucky]

FTR,
Here\'s my plan. I\'ll find three, twenty-five year old subs with raging hormones and huge, full members. I\'ll have one begging me to wear my lingerie and do all my shopping and chores, one to give me day long massages, and one to have sex on call.

Good idea, huh?

[**DONOTDELETE**]

Lucky, that\'s actually pretty easy to do. I know you don\'t believe me, but ... that\'s not at all beyond the realm of possibility. A guy who came to my house last night, who I\'ve been emailing with for weeks now, some 600 posts, is desperate to buy me goods and services that would help to please SDR. DESPERATE. Please would I go to Dream Dresser\'s and pick out outfits so he can go get them for me; please would I pick out a hotel room for me and SDR and would I let him hire an escort to join us, one exactly according to SDR\'s specifications? paying for it all is part of his kink. We\'ve talked in detail about his 10 year relationship which ended a few months ago in which he did those kinds of things for a straight male and how much he enjoyed them. He\'s a GS-15 in government service, IQ of 148, an extraordinarily good writer, and he and I are simpatico in a lot of ways.

\"don\'t you worry about the mental stability of these people? I am not saying fetishes are abnormal, but deaking with strangers who are invited to become attracted to you could cause a bad situation if they turn out to be weird. I know you have SDR involved, but still, aren\'t you worried about someone getting too attached? \"

I\'ve exchanged over 500 emails with the guy who has the foot fetish. SDR\'s met him, in fact, this guy is a good photographer and took intimate pictures of me and SDR, so he\'s seen us in action, so to speak. He\'s a grown man who owns his own business; he\'s a civil engineer, well educated, perfectly reasonable, sane, nice looking, just happens to like feet and to have some sub needs that aren\'t being met right now, and for some reason has decided that he wants me for his domme. No, I don\'t worry about their mental stability. I\'ve got room in my life to indulge some degree of attachment, and I\'m in control of how much contact I want to have with anyone. So ... where\'s the down side? Generally the only difference between people who admit to kink and people who don\'t is that the people who admit to kink know themselves better and are honest about what they need. It\'s just a matter of finding the right click, the person who enjoys your fetish who you also like, etc. etc. Fetishists aren\'t a priori mentally unstable.

[sophie]

FTR, I just have to say, you must be so high energy, I can\'t fathom it. I don\'t think I\'ve exchanged 500 emails in my WHOLE LIFE!! More power to ya, girlfriend!!!

[**DONOTDELETE**]

Full tilt. /ubbthreads/images/icons/smile.gif

[Phantom]

One of my Ex\'s liked to get her feet worshiped, it was the only way she would let me get inside her pants /ubbthreads/images/icons/frown.gif

[**DONOTDELETE**]

I\'ve never had it like I want it. So I\'m going for it.


The problem is that unless I have a real close connection mentally with whoever I\'m doing sexual things with, it doesn\'t matter what they do to my body, I don\'t respond. If they\'re not in my head, I have a hard time.


But we\'ll see.

[Phantom]

Lots of the girls I know have fantasies of having sex with a complete stranger, me and you seem to be on the same boat I get more pleasure out of a sexual experience if I get to know the girl first than screwing tiffany from mcdonalds.

[**DONOTDELETE**]

I hate sex with strangers. I view it with fear and dread. Nice to know there\'s a guy around who feels the same way.

[Phantom]

/ubbthreads/images/icons/smile.gif

[Phantom]

-Lucky-
\"Here\'s my plan. I\'ll find three, twenty-five year old subs with raging hormones and huge, full members.\"

I have a Full Member......... (points up to his name) /ubbthreads/images/icons/blush.gif

[**DONOTDELETE**]

Phantom, you know, don\'t you, that when you get to Full Member status, you have to perform the full member salute to Queen Elana and I have to come by to inspect it, and we have to have pictures to commemorate the event.

If you need any help with any of this, just let me know. I\'m an excellent facilitator. /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif

[Lucky]

Phantom,
I have put myself in charge of reviewing your \"member\"ship. Are you young enough to keep up?

[**DONOTDELETE**]

Uh-oh, Phantom. Look out for that Lucky -- she\'s wild.

[Elana]

We have been falling behind in initiations and inspections. We had better get on the balls....I mean ball /ubbthreads/images/icons/tongue.gif

[**DONOTDELETE**]

Well, if we must. /ubbthreads/images/icons/wink.gif

[Elana]

Keep an eye out on nonscents member status. I\'ll allow you and Lucky to do that one on your own. I have a feeling the two of you will be gone for a while. /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif

[Lucky]

I\'ll eliminate the 25 year old age requirement for nonscents. I bet he can hang. Cute play on words, huh?

[Elana]

I KNOW he can hang. It\'s you and FTR I am worried about./ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif Remember that I am always available for backup. Just say the word and I\'ll be there to help you ladies out.

[koolking1]

FTR, that sounds like a good deal with the GS-15. Maybe I should look at the ads too. Sue\'s (my girlfriend) bi and sexually dominant with other women but neither of us is emotionally dominant nor submissive - just middle of the roaders I guess. Is being emotionally dominant something one can learn - we do need another woman and they are damn hard to find. It doesn\'t help that we live in the mountains and not in an urban area. Oh well.

[**DONOTDELETE**]

Sheeeeit. I can out f*ck you any day, any time. Tireless. Indefatigable. Back up. Indeed. /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif

[**DONOTDELETE**]

I\'m so naturally emotionally submissive sexually that it\'s very hard for me to imagine switching, but it would maximize my opportunities in such a big way that I\'d like to try, and since there are men asking, it seems a shame to pass up the opportunities. Except for a few activities, like the foot thing, maybe a couple of others, I need a dominant. Nothing else will do; it\'s just how I\'m made - everything else I do that\'s NOT that just makes the craving for the thing I want even worse, so that\'s one reason I sit in the house, mostly. /ubbthreads/images/icons/smile.gif

There are more male subs than there are female dommes for them. Poor subbies running around unfulfilled.

I think GS-15 is mad at me. I may have screwed that situation up. Anyway, we\'ll see how it all shakes out.

[Elana]

<<I think GS-15 is mad at me. I may have screwed that situation up.>>

Why?

[**DONOTDELETE**]

Because I threw him out at midnight, unsatisfied.

[Elana]

<<Because I threw him out at midnight, unsatisfied.>>

Oh yeah....you told me about that. /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif

[**DONOTDELETE**]

He hasn\'t posted in hours and hours, over 24. He was writing to me all day every day, even when he was in Italy on business.

He\'ll get over it.

Or not.

Whatever. /ubbthreads/images/icons/smile.gif

[Elana]

You should turn the situation around and blame him for leaving before you were satisfied.

[**DONOTDELETE**]

He just wrote, said he felt awful, he would not blame me if I never spoke to him again. I said please don\'t, we\'re friends.

We ARE friends. He\'s an excellent correspondent. He\'s smart and he\'s funny. I miss him when he doesn\'t write. Lousy for me, sexually, but maybe SDR will like what he can do, and SDR\'s what he\'s really interested in.

[Elana]

Good....I\'m glad /ubbthreads/images/icons/smile.gif
He sounds like a fun freakazoid /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif

[**DONOTDELETE**]

His mind is so agile and he\'s so FAST. He can type faster than I can. He says he really enjoys being around someone else who is \"so high word count.\" Nice for me since most guys freak completely out at an email of any more than a pararaph. He writes long, long, chatty letters. And we have hysterically funny exchanges. Day before yesterday I had to leave my desk a couple of times, I was laughing so hard and couldn\'t stop. We\'re reading the same book and we like the same things about it and we do take offs on the writer\'s style and do composition exercises and just sort of riff off of the way this guy writes. We have big fun together, nonsexually.

Oh, and he plays guitar ... he recognized Satriani when I put it on and started talking about guitar and motorcycles and the long hair he used to have. Amazing how I can pick \'em even disguised as government drones. /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif

But he sure is a freakazoid.

SDR will take care of him. /ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif

P.S. I\'ve made friends with another straight single woman and we\'re going to one of the clubs next Friday the 14th and she\'s invited me to a party on the 22nd.

Making progress ...

[Phantom]

I guess I cant be initiated since im not over 25 /ubbthreads/images/icons/frown.gif

[Elana]

The hell you can\'t! I\'m the Queen and I say 18 and over are allowed. If you are under 18 but have an extra full member, I will make an exception.

[**DONOTDELETE**]

You\'d probably make an exception if he was 13 and had an extra full member ...

/ubbthreads/images/icons/laugh.gif

[Elana]

I\'ve made exceptions for CptKipling /ubbthreads/images/icons/smile.gif

[**DONOTDELETE**]

Very wise, my Queen.