Nunya
01-27-2007, 03:28 PM
Hi there -
i'm new here, and I wasn't sure I would do a review - but I did see a marked difference after trying Cleo.
I'm a 35 year old South Asian straight female. The reason I'm using pheromones in the first place is that I've
just recently gotten intimate with someone i've known socially for years, but as we've gotten physically closer,
we've stopped communicating. It's on both sides - and I have gotten shyer. I've also generally gotten shyer i
believe, and have been having difficulty in social settings, and I don't think I've been very approachable. SO I
wanted something that would work on a social level and help me open lines of communication, as well as something
that would work on a sexual level as well.
I received my bottle of Cleo yesterday and decided to go to the club
I frequent, and see how it worked with my current interest.
I applied 2 drops - one split and applied behind
each ear, and one split and applied on my chest, and in my hair. I then covered with my usual perfume.
I felt
much more alert, and actually a bit euphoric after application. I was quick to smile and laugh about things and I
jsut generally felt giddy. (on the inside and not the outside) I figured this would bode well for me to be more open
and approachable.
A word about my hangout. It's a a gay bar, with predominantly straight staff. It's a very
flirty and social atmosphere, and I've been hit on quite a bit in there over the years (by gay and straight guys
alike). I feel comfortable there, know lots of people, but lately i've been having a lot of "off" nights, where I
wind up sitting in a corner dazing off into space, apparently looking very unapproachable, save for my current love
interest - who always approaches me. I don't know if perhaps my shyness and ill-ease with him has rubbed off in
general or what, but it's been quite boring for me for a while now. I also have to mention that I am used to
receiving lots of copulin-like attention in this place - so it's made separating "normal" from "mone-al" responses
a bit challenging.
Anyways - so I went to the club, and my current interest is the first person I ran into - he
seemed much more at ease and gave me the usual compliments and expressed his interest. I asked him where a friend of
mine was, but he thought I asked about someone else, and actually showed a little possessiveness and a touch of
insecurity. It was nothing over the top, but i was able to stroke his ego, and keep everything lighthearted. Before
I would have been mortified, and my mind would have gone blank, and i would have made things much more serious then
they needed to be.
So after seeing him (he works there) I went and got a drink and sat in my usual spot. The
friend I had asked about came and said hello. This is where things started getting interesting. He's always had a
bit of a crush on me - and he's sweet but he's very young. anyways - we just started talking, and he just started
sharing all sorts of info about himself. I found out how much he makes, what he's goign to school for, all the
obstacles in finishing his school, his hopes and dreams, his family problems, the thread count on his sheets etc. It
was really astonishing. He also finagled hanging around me most of the night - even tho he was working. It was like
he couldn't leave my general area.
As other people walked by I made eye contact and was able to smile and they
smiled back etc. The i got my first sexual hit. I wasn't very interested so that was no biggie - and shortly after
that I got my second hit. It was more on the lines of friendly flirtation, but this guy too - once he entered my
zone, he came back frequently thru the rest of the night as well. It's like I became homebase. So now there were
two milling about.
Then i ran into another aquaintance of mine. Usually our conversations start with a greeting,
maybe a line of small-talk, and then silence, until he moves on. I typically can't think of anythign to say, nor
apparently can he.
Anyways the first thing he said to me last night was that he'd gone out last night and had a
great time. There was no reason for me to have this information - so I'm presuming it was his version of neurotic
chatter. He also eventually joined my orbit.
And then came an old friend of mine and his boyfriend. Now i've
gotten sexual hits off his boyfriend before (in my world gay men turn straight all the time). But this time his
boyfriend and i got into this intense conversation about politics and middle eastern geopolitics and jsut generally
this intense intellectual conversation. We've never said anything beyond superficiality before. He kept saying
I've never had this sort of conversation in here before - I've never gotten to talk to someone like this, etc,
etc.
And then I got my first DIHL from a very drunken older gay man clutching a bottle of Cristal. I'll get
back to him.
So after the friend and his intellectual boyfriend move on, i meet another gay man who started an
intense conversation with me - this time about Urban re-development and land use. Eventually he flitted on as
well.
whilst all this heavy conversation is going on men are stilling passing me, staring, or making eye
contact, smiling, saying hello, blowing kisses, winks etc.
Finally my old "escort" from a few years back, popped
up, unexpectedly. He came and sat with me the rest of the night. Now he is gay, but very straight acting, macho
alpha-male persona. He naturally fills the role of my "protector" and many guys assume he's my boyfriend. So I knew
this would skew the rest of my experiment, because I saw guys walk by, case our personal dynamics, hesitate and move
on.
Oddly enough, the 3 guys in my orbit at this point, kept orbiting, and became social with my "date", so that
they could stay within my zone. Someone else will have to explain this dynamic to me.
Throughout the evening my
current flame and i had lots of lingering glances, and whenever it was possible we grabbed a minute to touch and
flirt. He's always been very direct about my effects on him, and I was puzzled because while he was attentive, it
didn't feel as passionate as usual. But that could have just been his mood. What was different was the way I felt -
I was more open, and at times more forward then i usually am, and at one point seriously had to stop myself from
pulling him into a corner and stealing a kiss. (we're very very discreet at his job)
So anyways - the night
eventually starts winding down, and the drunken gay man with a second bottle of Cristal comes reeling towards me
with a champagne flute. He introduces himself and then gives me the flute and the half-full bottle, and says "Hi
I'm M---, Nice to meet you - my friends and I are leaving and I'd like you to have the rest of this bottle of
Cristal. You're Fierce!" I thanked him politely and he kissed me on the cheek and then left.
So I capped the
night by sharing tastes of my $225 offering with my various orbiters. It was eventually closing time and my flame
came to find me after getting off his shift, and asked if he can call me. So i'm expecting a new private encounter
sometime soon.
So that entire story was to share my impressons of Cleo.
My impressions of 2 drops - it
definitely worked as a social lubricant - both on me and those around me. I really felt confident and open and I was
able to hold up my end of conversations, and even start them. It jsut generally made people feel comfortable
talking to me. And obviously there were some sensitive souls that got caught in my zone.
I'm not sure i used
slightly too much, or not enough to bring out any sort of overt sexual responses. I was concerned about dosage
because I am ovulating at the moment, and with the copulins in Cleo I didn't want to OD.
I do have another
concern - I came home last night, and slept restlessly from 4:30am to 6:30am. I have been unable to get into REM
sleep at all except for the one cycle in those 2 hours. I also didn't take a disco-nap yesterday so this is really
wierd. I feel very alert. Not active at all, but simply unable to sleep or focus. So I'm wondering whether this is
still the pheromones working on me. I took a shower, and washed everything off, so we'll see if i'll be able to
sleep after this.
I really wanted to go out again tonight - this time with a group of ladies that I've never
met in person before - and see how Cleo worked with them but i'm not sure i'll be up for it, seeing as I've been
up for 2 days now.
I was going to post my questions here, but I think I will post them in a seperate thread.
this is a lot to read.
i'm new here, and I wasn't sure I would do a review - but I did see a marked difference after trying Cleo.
I'm a 35 year old South Asian straight female. The reason I'm using pheromones in the first place is that I've
just recently gotten intimate with someone i've known socially for years, but as we've gotten physically closer,
we've stopped communicating. It's on both sides - and I have gotten shyer. I've also generally gotten shyer i
believe, and have been having difficulty in social settings, and I don't think I've been very approachable. SO I
wanted something that would work on a social level and help me open lines of communication, as well as something
that would work on a sexual level as well.
I received my bottle of Cleo yesterday and decided to go to the club
I frequent, and see how it worked with my current interest.
I applied 2 drops - one split and applied behind
each ear, and one split and applied on my chest, and in my hair. I then covered with my usual perfume.
I felt
much more alert, and actually a bit euphoric after application. I was quick to smile and laugh about things and I
jsut generally felt giddy. (on the inside and not the outside) I figured this would bode well for me to be more open
and approachable.
A word about my hangout. It's a a gay bar, with predominantly straight staff. It's a very
flirty and social atmosphere, and I've been hit on quite a bit in there over the years (by gay and straight guys
alike). I feel comfortable there, know lots of people, but lately i've been having a lot of "off" nights, where I
wind up sitting in a corner dazing off into space, apparently looking very unapproachable, save for my current love
interest - who always approaches me. I don't know if perhaps my shyness and ill-ease with him has rubbed off in
general or what, but it's been quite boring for me for a while now. I also have to mention that I am used to
receiving lots of copulin-like attention in this place - so it's made separating "normal" from "mone-al" responses
a bit challenging.
Anyways - so I went to the club, and my current interest is the first person I ran into - he
seemed much more at ease and gave me the usual compliments and expressed his interest. I asked him where a friend of
mine was, but he thought I asked about someone else, and actually showed a little possessiveness and a touch of
insecurity. It was nothing over the top, but i was able to stroke his ego, and keep everything lighthearted. Before
I would have been mortified, and my mind would have gone blank, and i would have made things much more serious then
they needed to be.
So after seeing him (he works there) I went and got a drink and sat in my usual spot. The
friend I had asked about came and said hello. This is where things started getting interesting. He's always had a
bit of a crush on me - and he's sweet but he's very young. anyways - we just started talking, and he just started
sharing all sorts of info about himself. I found out how much he makes, what he's goign to school for, all the
obstacles in finishing his school, his hopes and dreams, his family problems, the thread count on his sheets etc. It
was really astonishing. He also finagled hanging around me most of the night - even tho he was working. It was like
he couldn't leave my general area.
As other people walked by I made eye contact and was able to smile and they
smiled back etc. The i got my first sexual hit. I wasn't very interested so that was no biggie - and shortly after
that I got my second hit. It was more on the lines of friendly flirtation, but this guy too - once he entered my
zone, he came back frequently thru the rest of the night as well. It's like I became homebase. So now there were
two milling about.
Then i ran into another aquaintance of mine. Usually our conversations start with a greeting,
maybe a line of small-talk, and then silence, until he moves on. I typically can't think of anythign to say, nor
apparently can he.
Anyways the first thing he said to me last night was that he'd gone out last night and had a
great time. There was no reason for me to have this information - so I'm presuming it was his version of neurotic
chatter. He also eventually joined my orbit.
And then came an old friend of mine and his boyfriend. Now i've
gotten sexual hits off his boyfriend before (in my world gay men turn straight all the time). But this time his
boyfriend and i got into this intense conversation about politics and middle eastern geopolitics and jsut generally
this intense intellectual conversation. We've never said anything beyond superficiality before. He kept saying
I've never had this sort of conversation in here before - I've never gotten to talk to someone like this, etc,
etc.
And then I got my first DIHL from a very drunken older gay man clutching a bottle of Cristal. I'll get
back to him.
So after the friend and his intellectual boyfriend move on, i meet another gay man who started an
intense conversation with me - this time about Urban re-development and land use. Eventually he flitted on as
well.
whilst all this heavy conversation is going on men are stilling passing me, staring, or making eye
contact, smiling, saying hello, blowing kisses, winks etc.
Finally my old "escort" from a few years back, popped
up, unexpectedly. He came and sat with me the rest of the night. Now he is gay, but very straight acting, macho
alpha-male persona. He naturally fills the role of my "protector" and many guys assume he's my boyfriend. So I knew
this would skew the rest of my experiment, because I saw guys walk by, case our personal dynamics, hesitate and move
on.
Oddly enough, the 3 guys in my orbit at this point, kept orbiting, and became social with my "date", so that
they could stay within my zone. Someone else will have to explain this dynamic to me.
Throughout the evening my
current flame and i had lots of lingering glances, and whenever it was possible we grabbed a minute to touch and
flirt. He's always been very direct about my effects on him, and I was puzzled because while he was attentive, it
didn't feel as passionate as usual. But that could have just been his mood. What was different was the way I felt -
I was more open, and at times more forward then i usually am, and at one point seriously had to stop myself from
pulling him into a corner and stealing a kiss. (we're very very discreet at his job)
So anyways - the night
eventually starts winding down, and the drunken gay man with a second bottle of Cristal comes reeling towards me
with a champagne flute. He introduces himself and then gives me the flute and the half-full bottle, and says "Hi
I'm M---, Nice to meet you - my friends and I are leaving and I'd like you to have the rest of this bottle of
Cristal. You're Fierce!" I thanked him politely and he kissed me on the cheek and then left.
So I capped the
night by sharing tastes of my $225 offering with my various orbiters. It was eventually closing time and my flame
came to find me after getting off his shift, and asked if he can call me. So i'm expecting a new private encounter
sometime soon.
So that entire story was to share my impressons of Cleo.
My impressions of 2 drops - it
definitely worked as a social lubricant - both on me and those around me. I really felt confident and open and I was
able to hold up my end of conversations, and even start them. It jsut generally made people feel comfortable
talking to me. And obviously there were some sensitive souls that got caught in my zone.
I'm not sure i used
slightly too much, or not enough to bring out any sort of overt sexual responses. I was concerned about dosage
because I am ovulating at the moment, and with the copulins in Cleo I didn't want to OD.
I do have another
concern - I came home last night, and slept restlessly from 4:30am to 6:30am. I have been unable to get into REM
sleep at all except for the one cycle in those 2 hours. I also didn't take a disco-nap yesterday so this is really
wierd. I feel very alert. Not active at all, but simply unable to sleep or focus. So I'm wondering whether this is
still the pheromones working on me. I took a shower, and washed everything off, so we'll see if i'll be able to
sleep after this.
I really wanted to go out again tonight - this time with a group of ladies that I've never
met in person before - and see how Cleo worked with them but i'm not sure i'll be up for it, seeing as I've been
up for 2 days now.
I was going to post my questions here, but I think I will post them in a seperate thread.
this is a lot to read.