SoCal
10-12-2006, 08:27 AM
Hey???? I think something is brewing here!
So I have been
playing with pheros. I was actually using the shopping part as a way to keep my mind off of the ex. I bought tons
actually. Bruce should love me... Well.... I think something might be happening. A start at least.
Yesterday, a few girls at work (I am 25, good looks, semi fit, blue eyes, tiny bit of game but not
much) have been hitting on me. One subtle, very sweet, kind of hot, the other thick, kind of nasty, and freaky. Both
mid twenties. If I wasn’t so shallow, and if my heart didn't recently get stomped on, I should really go for the
subtle girl. She seems like a good girl (I am not just out for sex). The other, damn, she made me uncomfortable
yesterday. She referenced her panties out of nowhere. Needles to say, I don’t care how horny I am, if I am not into
you, I don’t want it. The times that I did take it, they ended up being psychos.
Then last
night, at a bar where a few friends were playing music, the same thing. I was with a bunch of friends there, and I
was buying a lot of drinks (might be the mones, I am not normally this generous (I spent $120 + in drinks, I only
had one drink, and this was within 2 hours)). There was 1 obvious blatant hit, over weight girl, noticed I was
checking out her friends breasts (I thought I was subtle, guess not). She came over, I bought her a drink, she
starts talking about her friend and how they hook up. I said really? She said she noticed I liked her friends
breasts (fake, I love fake boobs, sorry, but true). We laugh, she is touching me, even grabbed my chest, rubbed my
leg, and I only talked to her for 5 minutes. That’s a hit. She stayed around for a few minutes, I being the bitch
that I am, got uncomfortable and left the area. But I know I could have had them both that night, I was basically
invited. Once again, if I wasn’t so shallow...
There was also, this 32 year old, sister of
my friend, I just met her, kind of hot. Completely hitting on me when she just broke up with her bf that night after
a year. I assume she wanted sex not a relationship. But I had friends whisper in my ear to stay away from her and
that she was bad news. So I did.
Is it possible this stuff just took some time for my body
to use it? As if I was rejecting it for a while?
Once again, they were not my target, but
there weren’t too many options. I wonder if that night would have been the same with hot girls there.
hmmmm.
:cheers:
But now, I am having fun!!!
So I have been
playing with pheros. I was actually using the shopping part as a way to keep my mind off of the ex. I bought tons
actually. Bruce should love me... Well.... I think something might be happening. A start at least.
Yesterday, a few girls at work (I am 25, good looks, semi fit, blue eyes, tiny bit of game but not
much) have been hitting on me. One subtle, very sweet, kind of hot, the other thick, kind of nasty, and freaky. Both
mid twenties. If I wasn’t so shallow, and if my heart didn't recently get stomped on, I should really go for the
subtle girl. She seems like a good girl (I am not just out for sex). The other, damn, she made me uncomfortable
yesterday. She referenced her panties out of nowhere. Needles to say, I don’t care how horny I am, if I am not into
you, I don’t want it. The times that I did take it, they ended up being psychos.
Then last
night, at a bar where a few friends were playing music, the same thing. I was with a bunch of friends there, and I
was buying a lot of drinks (might be the mones, I am not normally this generous (I spent $120 + in drinks, I only
had one drink, and this was within 2 hours)). There was 1 obvious blatant hit, over weight girl, noticed I was
checking out her friends breasts (I thought I was subtle, guess not). She came over, I bought her a drink, she
starts talking about her friend and how they hook up. I said really? She said she noticed I liked her friends
breasts (fake, I love fake boobs, sorry, but true). We laugh, she is touching me, even grabbed my chest, rubbed my
leg, and I only talked to her for 5 minutes. That’s a hit. She stayed around for a few minutes, I being the bitch
that I am, got uncomfortable and left the area. But I know I could have had them both that night, I was basically
invited. Once again, if I wasn’t so shallow...
There was also, this 32 year old, sister of
my friend, I just met her, kind of hot. Completely hitting on me when she just broke up with her bf that night after
a year. I assume she wanted sex not a relationship. But I had friends whisper in my ear to stay away from her and
that she was bad news. So I did.
Is it possible this stuff just took some time for my body
to use it? As if I was rejecting it for a while?
Once again, they were not my target, but
there weren’t too many options. I wonder if that night would have been the same with hot girls there.
hmmmm.
:cheers:
But now, I am having fun!!!